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Lily Allen's Remorse

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English trainwreck Lily Allen has taken to her blog to express what we read as guilt and shame for her deplorable behavior at the GQ awards earlier in the week.

She should be feeling like crap for getting wasted on stage (when she was hired to be a presenter) and telling her co-host, rock icon Sir Elton John, to eff off during a presentation!

Lils described her emotional state as 'dying inside' and also wrote that she 'feels like killing' herself, although this statement was later removed.

In an earlier post, the spoiled celebrity spawn wrote, 'Was he upset? I'm worried now, was I mean?'

We assume she was wondering about Sir Elton!

Says Allen:

i , now it's all died down i'm saying my side of what I can't believe is considered to be a story.
Elton john and I are friends. I was honoured when Elton asked me to present the GQ awards with him this year in association with Elton's AIDS foundation. Not only was it for a good cause but who would say no to Elton.
I'm not defending my drunkeness because i don't need to, i'm 23 it was an awards ceremony i drank the free champagne, how awful of me.
Trying to create a feud on the other hand, and trying to make me out as being some rude little girl with a drink problem is just unfair, Elton and I exchanged jokes and there were no hard feelings at all, infact neither of us gave it a second thought. It's sad that an evening enjoyed by all had to ruined by some bitter journos again.
Alfie and Jamie had never been engaged, Jamie and I are the best of friends and I was just winding Alfie up , he's my little brother and that's what siblings do. Jamie wasn't pissed off with me, if she was i would have known about it, believe me.
This isn't meant to be a place for me to respond to journalists, but I am very grateful I have this page, if i didn't then i would have absolutely no voice when it comes to this stuff.
All these showbiz journalists are just bullies when it comes down to it. I have felt really very bullied this week.I realise that when i first started this job I slagged a few people off when I probably shouldn't have and I have been opinionated about some things, but i haven't said a bad word about anyone for a long time, even when I have wanted to, even when people have tried to start feuds and said horrible things about me when they'd never even met me, when they'd based an opinion on me because of something they'd read. It's hurtful, but it's fine if you want to print a picture of me and say how awful I look, how much weight i've put on or how terrible my choice of clothes were that day. In my opinion it's still a form of bullying and if anyone spoke to any of my friends like that to their faces i'd want to kill them. But character assasination is another thing it's just not needed.

I turned up and presented an awards ceremony for charity, i drank some champagne and went home for 12.30 and again I've been made to feel like a bad friend and an embarassment to my fans and the people who support me. I shouldn't have to defend myself when i've done nothing wrong.
And by the way, to all the photographers waiting outside my house. I won't be leaving for a while, all my friends have gone to Bestival and i've got enough food and fags to last me till wednesday, so you might as well fuck off and find somebody else to make miserable.

Looks like Lily's going to be laying low for a while. She failed to show up at Mark Ronson's birthday bash on Thursday night. She also said that she's not attending this weekend's Bestival festival.

Yeah, we think she's doing the right thing.

Girl needs to get her shiz together!

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58 comments to “Lily Allen's Remorse”

  1. 1

    LOL…this bitch is plain STUPID…I'm a lush and a drunk, but I'd never be idiotic enough to fuck up in a situation I'd consider important. This is TWICE, she's had to render a public apology for her drunk stupidity. She DESERVES to be a one-hit wonder, and not much else. Nothing but a Winehouse wannabe.

  2. 2

    Sick of hearing people excuse their drunk, bad behavior on their young age. How old do you have to be to act dignified?

  3. 3

    dood she needs to take a chill pill!

  4. 4

    She is a mess. Plain and simple. And for her to say "Oh I'm 23 I was drinking, so shoot me" routine is just pathetic. It was clearly messy and sloppy and just totally uncalled for. That type of behaviour is not acceptable at any age. If she wanted to drink and have a good time, then don't present. Plain and simple.

    As for her saying she was just messing with Jaime. Please! She cleary indicated there was a big ring somewhere and Jaime even sounded extreemly irritated and said "No one is supposed to know". If she thought it was okay she wouldn't have said anything and just laughed… I don't think Lily is doing any favours for her self by defending her stupid actions. If she want's to be "23" and be a a-hole then don't do it in front of the Camera. If she wants to be taken seriously, then she should get her act together

  5. 5

    What they ran out of booze?

  6. 6

    Re: Andy27 – $14 2 U!

  7. 7

    If she doesn't have a drinking problem, then why is she always drunk?

  8. 8

    poor cutie.

  9. 9

    Who cares? Any time one of these stars acts badly they pull the "i feel like killing myself!" Oh so now she gets sympathy?

    Heck with that! I'm bored! Why don't you write about Ashton Kutcher's ex girlfriend who got killed in California?

  10. 10

    Re: Andy27 – Sistah Mary is the self rightous twat that went all Dr. Phil on ya! It looks like you got a stalker today.

  11. 11

    I feel sorry for her

  12. jamel says – reply to this


    Re: Sistah Mary – Yeah im sick of it too. I hardly ever drink and I'm 19. I'm from the UK people over here think its an excuse to say 'oh i was drunk', for having a fight for example. It's like they had no control over their actions, their body has to have a drink.. They shouldn't drink to get drunk in the first place. But thats British culture for you!

    Anyways, her new songs are so good, 'I don't know' and 'who'd of known' and her older song 'everythings just wonderful' her best hits!

    Shes like a ruder version of Britney Spears. both are okay singers…

  13. 13

    Blah … blah … blah … Lily you picked on the wrong person. Love him or hate him Sir Elton is a pop-rock icon. You should take a lesson from Heather when messing around with an icon. BTW grabbing booze every five seconds isn't exactly the best thing to do at an awards show. I agree with Andy27 … a Winehouse wannabe.

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  16. pryme says – reply to this


    i don't think she realizes how unprofessional it looks when you're swilling champagne during the ceremony. it makes her look silly. get drunk at the after party. she'll be made fun of as long as she acts like that.

  17. 17

    Re: Sistah Mary – fuck you, cunt. how's that for dignified?

  18. 18

    Oh come on,she gave us such laugh.Give her a break.

  19. bk says – reply to this


    This bitch is living in LaLa land if she believes her own rhetoric. Did she not see what everyone else did? Why can't people with mental and/or psychological problems just take responsibility for their own behavior and seek professional help for their own sake and everyone around them.

  20. bk says – reply to this


    Re: Andy27 – shut the fuck up you homo/republican (what a fucky oxymoron that is, go look it up hehe) cunt with no life who sits at his computer ready to jump on Perez's next comment, ease up its not his dick u know

  21. Memi says – reply to this



  22. 22

    i dont know if it is getting her shit together…i mean, i watched it, and it really looked like they were just joking around. yes she was drunk, DUH, but everybody knew that, it was free champagne…

    now, i dont know about the pouring of a new drink whilest she was on stage, i assumed that was due to her drunkness, but…really, they are making a HUGE deal out of this.

    why do we even care about her? has she put anything new out? why do we even fucking care about these z-list people like lohan, ronson and allen? i would much rather be looking at pictures of people that matter…

  23. 23

    Re: bk – He's not exactly a brain surgeon…

  24. 24

    There is a name for this. It is called I can't beleive I did that . I don't like Elton John a whole lot. Fab muscian, very, very talented singer and pianist. But also an extreme asshole. He picked the fight. He should have just let her be in her drunken glory. I personally won't dream of having a drink before such an important performance, but as seasoned as Elton is, I am surprised he didn't lend her a little more of a helping hand and guide her thru that instead of grossly attacking her.

  25. 25

    Stupid drunk bitch. She should be happy she has the fame she has. One hit and a mediocre one at that.

  26. 26

    …Lay low? or, just end it all.

    …With the vien Lilly.

  27. 27

    She needs to take responsibility for her actions. Her statement makes it sound like it is everyone else's problem that they were offended. She's over.

  28. 28

    she posts blogs like this all the time. The girl obviously has mental issues.

  29. 29

    I love Lily to death but she does need to realize that not everyone knows the extent of her relationship with Elton. To everyone watching, she looked like a spoiled and drunk fool. There is really no way to know that they are indeed friends and that this was a bit of friendly teasing.

    I do think that it must not have been a big deal to Elton as he has yet to comment on it.

  30. MizzM says – reply to this


    "Trying to make me out as being some rude little girl with a drink problem is just unfair" Uhhhhh….looks like accountability is not in this little girls vocabulary. She'll be using the same line at 40 after her fifth husband.

  31. 31

    Big deal Lilly " Im 23 blah blah" a man who is a lengend like Elton asks you to host an award show with him should be an honor! You come up for lame excuses for all of your fooleshness, and ask for people to leave you alone?? be smarter than that… people love a trainwreck!!

  32. 32

    Anyone else notice how she attributes her drinking and getting drunk to her age…Umm…by the time most people are 23, they are out of college and onto an adult job and life. Time to grow up Lili…maybe you need the Blue Book to help you do that?

  33. C- says – reply to this


    I know there is a time and place to get wasted, and hosting an award show is not that time or place. But… look at all the free press she is getting. It was funny. Elton played along, and I thought it was hilarious. She doesn't take herself too seriously, an that's what I like about her.

  34. OSSIM says – reply to this


    What does Elton John say about it all?

  35. 35

    Uh….HELLO! No one is taking the words of journalists, LILY! They watched the video of you making a GIGANTIC ass of yourself…….AGAIN! You embarrassed poor Elton. You could tell by the looks on his face. You could tell by his body language. He didn't want to be on stage with you!!!! If you're such good friends, WHY IN THE WORLD would you tell him to eff off on television?! If my BEST friend did that to me, I would be MORTIFIED! But the fact is, my best friend OR any friend would NEVER do that to me, nor would I do that to them. Quit making excuses & get your shiz together!

  36. 36

    Wow, is she in denial! I'd love to hear Elton's opinion on this one. What a self-pitying, sniveling little brat she is. And she wasn't a funny drunk - just a rude one.

  37. 37

    There is absolutely no excuse for the way she acted towards Elton John! She not only totally screwed up by being a dumbass drunk while presenting an award; but it is unacceptable the way she treated Sir Elton John! So just shut the f*** up Lily!

  38. 38

    She's not sorry she drank too much? In her mind, the journalist created this feud? She shouldn't have to defend herself since she done nothing wrong? My God, it is worse than I thought! The girl is totally delusional!

  39. 39

    Surely by now it should be understand that this drunken fat ass is not someone you have on awards shows up at the podium where she can make a total embarrassing idiot of herself and a mockery of whatever it is she's slurring her words over. Enough already.

  40. 40

    LILY ALLEN you are a stupid bitch and a fuck-up! the media didn't bully you. you are responsible for your own actions BIATCH!!!

  41. 41

    Omg….i hate the way she acts like what she did is okay…I get the feeling it would KILL her to just admit she's wrong.
    You don't present and award ceremony drunk, and you don't insult a man who is older and a LOT more famous and respected than you. You just DON'T.
    She needs to get her act together, she's obviously an immature mess.

  42. 42

    Lily get help. Anywhere you can. Best of luck!

  43. 43

    Wow that vid we saw is just too hard to deny. It was obvious she was emberrassing her chost Elton. It was also clear she was being obnoxious to the award winner. Of course they aren't going to publicly come out and say anything bad about her because they are adults. They aren't going to broadcast how they felt about the event but they don't have to its obvious from the expressions on their face in the video.

    So what if she was just joking? It was not appropriate and it was rude. Telling elton John he's old and she's got her whole life to live? What a mean thing to say. Telling him to eff off? That girl she was talking to was pleading her to stop. How can she watch that youtube video and see how destructive her behavior looks? And taking the champagne on to the stage? Awful!

    She's probably not always acting crazy I can accept that. Maybe she thought bringing the champagne up there was funny and her comments playful, but regardless she should learn from this experience. It looks bad plain and simple and contrary to popular belief bad press is not always good for business

  44. evie says – reply to this


    oh shut up Lily. I can't stand the way these celebs can't wait to blog about themselves and we have to suffer more of their fuckin whining.

  45. 45

    Denial denial denial. You're not supposed to get drunk until AFTER you do your job, girl. Get yourself into treatment before your career's completely over. You don't have the talent Elton John has - there will be no comeback. If he is really your friend, he'd be telling you that himself.

  46. 46

    I don't hear any remorse in her blog. Sounds to me that she thinks she did nothing wrong and it would have been wrong for her not to drink the "free champagne". F- this one trick pony bitch!

  47. 47

    If Lily and Amy and Pete don't get a group deal on rehab soon, they'll all be dead.

  48. 48

    She is a hot mess.

  49. 49

    Get real, Elton couldn't even turn her way when she started her drunken shit. Damn, Elton is such a queenly little man he could have gotten away with a few bitch slaps in her fucked up face. THEN he should have taken what was left of that bottle and either shoved it up her ass or down her throat, his choice. If someone wants to kill themselves they do it right. If they're just whining and making a half assed attempt for pity they'll purposely fail. I hope she's serious. Listen the voices Lily. Jump! Jump!

  50. 50

    Lily Pudding Darling,
    We love so so much, but……. your music sucks, you have flabby arms for such a young lady, you need to stop being so self-indulgent, you need to de-tox. Now imagine if we hated you? Kissy Kissy, Your lvr

  51. 51

    Hahahahah I can't believe she actually thinks shes "been bullied" and "has done nothing wrong".

  52. 52

    LILLY LILLY - Ive had a lot of sympathy for you whenever Perez has "reported" about you but this was pretty horrible of you. You were chosen to present this show out of thousands of others and should have been truly honoured. It was a huge responsibility and you dont seem to have realised that. It was extremly dissrespectful, not even so much to Elton John, because hes tough and can take it, but for the organization you were representing. You were there to work!! You dont drink on the job, no matter what your job is.

    I know youve had an EXTREMLY shitty year and I do sympathize, But next time (if there is a next time) your on hosting duties…. save the drink until later (stash a few bottles away somewhere if you are worried theyll be gone!)

  53. 53

    ohhh for goodness saaake
    she IS 23! and honestly, sooo whaaat if she gets pissed
    frikkin hell, lay off!
    if elton were pissed, we'd know about it. not as if hes the type to keep hush, it all looked to be in good humour. its pathetic the amount of bullshit you give her perez. i love checking this page but some of the stuff you come out with just gets right on my tits.
    get a clue

  54. 54

    Miss Allen, no one can make you feel! If you're feeling yucky about something, very probably you're to blame for the situation. Sober up there kiddo. Lots of people don't have it even 10% as good as you. OH. Grow up whilst you're at it.

  55. 55

    she should save it and just apologize! she fucked up. she acted unprofessional and she should own up to that.

  56. 56

    Hey I was there backstage and bitch is lying. Elton was PISSED and Lily was drunk and smelled like she hadn't taken a bath in a week. If she wants to kill herself, I say we should let her!

  57. 57

    It's called minimizing and rationalizing your drinking- you've got a problem girl, face it.

  58. 58

    Your fuckin comments to Lily posts… why do u always talk so much unnecessary shits? Leave her.. she has her own life.. looks like u don't (?!)
    Okay, she did what she did.. so? She said that she's sorry.. end of the story.