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Marilyn Manson, Still Being An Effed Up Mess

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So Marilyn Manson did an interview with Spin and, naturally, a few eyebrow-raising comments came out of it, from which we've distilled the highlights.

Speaking of his break up with Evan Rachel Wood, Manson says that one of the songs off of his latest album "is about when someone said to me, 'Okay, I want to be with you until I die.' And then they gave up. I was at the point in my life where I was like, 'Okay, let's die, but I tell you what, I'm going to kill you first, because I don't trust you.'"

It was during that break up that Manson experienced his "lowest point," which was Christmas Day 2008 "because I didn't speak to my family. My walls were covered in scrawlings of the lyrics and cocaine bags nailed to the wall. And I did have an experience where I was struggling to deal with being alone and being forsaken and being betrayed by putting your trust in one person, and making the mistake of that being the wrong person. And that's a mistake that everyone can relate to… And every time I called her that day — I called 158 times — I took a razorblade and I cut myself on my face or on my hands."

And it doesn't stop there. He goes on to say, "The song "I Want to Kill You Like They Do in The Movies" is about my fantasies. I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a sledgehammer."

Dude! It's only Evan Rachel Wood!

And as for those cocaine baggies nailed to the wall? "What we do behind closed doors we like to keep in private — but let it be said that's it's cost me about $200,000."

We hear that Lindsay Lohan is single these days!

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138 comments to “Marilyn Manson, Still Being An Effed Up Mess”

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  1. 1

    lindsay and manson nice freak couple !!!!!

    ps I LOVE PEREZ



  2. 2

    oh $hit! he's Loco in the Cabeza
    eww!



  3. 3

    He is messed up! And not in a good way, either.



  4. 4

    someone needs a therapist.



  5. 5

    Hahaha. Lohan and Manson. I would just looove to see that.



  6. 6

    Go cry, emo kid. Though, killing yourself might be a more productive use of your time than continued attempts to remain relevant.



  7. 7

    freak



  8. 8

    issues much???!!!



  9. 9

    what the hell.. scary weirdo!!



  10. 10

    I smell a restraining order!! This guy is just beyond messed up. Why would you admit something like that publicly?



  11. 11

    Didn't he say this when he ws with Rose McGowan????

  12. Unari says – reply to this


    12

    Hey, he hates his all of mankind.
    You hate da Phlaggots…right?
    Your both worthless scum.
    Except he doesn't have a blog to bullshit on like HE was attacked…yup.



  13. 13

    GLADD TO PEREZ HILTON: SHAME ON YOU!
    The Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD) is speaking out against celebrity blogger Perez Hilton after he admittedly used an anti-gay slur (f—ot) in an altercation with Will.i.am of the Black Eyed Peas.



  14. 14

    if he only shared that enthusiasum with you .



  15. 15

    I hear that you're a fat, crybaby, cockmongler.



  16. 16

    I love Brian. He's my soulmate. He understands the pain of love, loss and having people close to you betray your trust. When you have fucked up people in your life, then you will inevitably become fucked up yourself. I love his music. It gives me a reason to get up in the morning. "Running to the Edge of the World" is my favorite song from his new album. I'm going to have it played at my funeral, not at my wedding because I will never get married. Brian does a lot for his fans. He's really a sweet guy underneath it all. He's just misunderstood…kinda like me.



  17. 17

    WOW what a psycho hahaha



  18. 18

    I hear you are a fat, crybaby, cockmongler!!!

  19. *Jem* says – reply to this


    19

    lmao 158 times over Evan Rachel Wood! I really hope he's exaggerating.



  20. 20

    He's just saying that to promote his new album. He knows how to self promote himself to his fans.



  21. 21

    Re: Talia88 – He has also stated in many interviews that it enrages him when people call him "Brian," like they're BFFs or something. LOLcakes.



  22. 22

    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ
    APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR ANTI-GAY WORDS PEREZ



  23. 23

    Re: liarsmakegodsad – you would make an awesome couple with manson :)



  24. 24

    200K??? holy shit that's a hefty habit right there…maybe it would have done him some good to invest that money in a psychologist…or psychiatric meds. nutcase!! I bet Dita will get a good laugh at the bit about putting all your trust in someone…blah blah, LOL.

  25. Jekka says – reply to this


    25

    You know he's really hurt that someone he loved would do something bad to him, everyone gets the feelings of hate and resentment towards someone when they're upset. Although the thought of taking a sledge hammer to her head is extreme, it still comes from the fact that he has been hurt.

    ROFL LOLohan and Manson? Nice couple, I would love to see it. Wonder if SaMAN would be his gf too..



  26. 26

    Re: Paigee – ohhh booo fuckin hoooo…GLADD can go suck a big fat horse dick!



  27. 27

    Not only are you an ignorant imbecile who promotes homophobic conduct, you're also a terrible 'journalist'. The song Manson is talking about is called If I Was Your Vampire and was featured on the previous album. It's about Christmas Morning 2006 when your little friend Dita sent him the divorce papers, and the person he's talking about is NOT Evan. It's Dita. I know you're busy being a second rate Internet celebrity, but try and get your facts right before you publish unconfirmed 'facts'. You idiot.



  28. 28

    My God! No wonder women run from this guy! He seems like a creepy stalker. It's only Evan Rachel Wood! Did he feel this way about Dita Von Teese or Rose McGowan?



  29. 29

    I LOVED when ours opened for manson

    MANSON AND OURS yea yea yea yea

    what a great personal concert SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

    woo!



  30. 30

    acting like a teenager and he is a fucking loser old guy



  31. 31

    thats sad….



  32. 32

    Reading that paragraph was like having a glimpse into a black, sad, drug endued world of hopelessness. A world were they nail bags of cocaine to the wall? Maybe he should think about writing horror novels, because this shit is pretty fucked up. Go see a therapist!



  33. 33

    Yikes no wonder the women run away from him



  34. 34

    By the way, when he speaks about Christmas 2008 he's talking about his ex-wife Dita who left him on Christmas Eve.

    It isn't about Evan Rachel Wood.



  35. 35

    HOLY $HIT!

  36. Falen says – reply to this


    36

    I still love Manson. Big deal he has issues, LOTS of people have issues. He still makes great music.



  37. 37

    Enough already. He's such an attention whore. These kinds of people LOVE to "shock" to have attention poured on them. He's the same as a child threatening to hurt himself or break something in order to get his way. Grow the fuck up, or get some REAL, SERIOUS help. Either way, cut the bullshit "be worried about me" act.



  38. 38

    Kinda reminds me of Alanis Morrisette's "You Ougha Know."



  39. 39

    Real nice about Lindsay. Now everyone go up and see perez's staement as to why it is ok for him to be the way he is, but by damn no one else better be that way! Perez, you are a douche!



  40. 40

    He would be great in a 3 way with Piven and BoBo Belushi.



  41. 41

    Holy my god he is psychotic…. If anyone kills Evan Rachel Wood I think we wil know who is responsible



  42. 42

    your being a hypocritical ASSHOLE and you getting a beatdown are TWO DIFFERENT ISSUES.

    Who fucking cares if you never claimed to be a spokesman! YOU'RE A HIGH PROFILE HOMO. People listen. Unfortunately for you, me and millions of LGBT folks that makes you a spokesman.

    Seek whatever legal action you need to but
    YOU STILL HAVEN'T APOLOGIZED YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE!!!!



  43. 43

    this poor guy needs jesus. baaaad



  44. 44

    EEEK!
    He doesn't need fame, he needs help!

  45. MP says – reply to this


    45

    Good Lord, I feel bad for his neighbors!!



  46. 46

    His music is crap.



  47. 47

    Re: Talia88 – Not to be judgmental, but…"sweet" is not contributing to the drug trade which makes rich white guys in the US richer, rich Latin and Russian guys obscenely rich and the poor screwed over again either as mules or workers or addicts "Sweet" is not tossing your wife out the door and taking up with a juvenile only to dress her up like your ex-wife and parade her like a trophy around the world. He is a smart guy, but sweet? I will reserve that for someone like Ben Affleck or Rob Pattinson, but thats just like…my opinion, man.

  48. liak says – reply to this


    48

    OK let me get this right here. You go on a self absorbed moral tirade about getting popped in the face and ask the question "what if it were a WOMAN??" THEN just a FEW POSTS DOWN…you make a comment about Evan Rachel Wood…like it's ok for Marilyn Mason to fantasize about bashing her head in? You are quite possibly the most ignorant, narrow minded human being on the planet. This is the last time I will ever read this website. Oh and by the way…your 'apology' was complete and utter bullshit. When you apologize you just fucking apologize and leave it at that. You don't write a fucking dissertation on how you got wronged. Fucker.



  49. 49

    Christmas is a sad time to be alone. Gillan Anderson seems like his type . i guess all the poppy fields are gone because of the war and hes all hyped up because he cant get any heroine i think opium might relax him times are hard for everyone even drug addicts

  50. AMO says – reply to this


    50

    Sounds like ERW got away from him just in time…



  51. 51

    jesus christ. how old is he? he sounds like a crazy teenager that broke up with the girl who took is virginity! if i was wood's parent i would be telling him publicly to fuck off. then again, he's a entertainer and looking for attention…but still….such angry words.



  52. 52

    Dita, aren't you glad you got OUT of this train wreck?



  53. 53

    Oh dear . . . I'm identifying with the sentiment.



  54. 54

    "…And every time I called her that day — I called 158 times — I made really dry egg salad sandwiches and would eat them without any milk, soda or anything!"



  55. 55

    what a wacked out nut job!!!!



  56. 56

    it's almost funny how this creature is sucha sucker for love.



  57. 57

    Well I guess that's what happens when a middle aged man gets involved with a teenager. How highschool angst. Does he know what a reject from 1994 he sounds like? Can you say IRRELEVANT?



  58. 58

    FINALLY!! Someone that HATES Evan Rachel Wood as much as I do!!



  59. 59

    What a total nut job.



  60. 60

    coming from him, not surprsising



  61. 61

    restraining order???



  62. 62

    I respect him so much. What other person in the spotlight would admit such things? Most of the things he speaks of are truly human nature and he is strong for coming out and saying it. Of course, he'll get negative press about it. But he's always been saying things for shock-value, and I like how he keeps surprising us with certain things. I believe in him and his thoughts and hope he continues to speak up, even if people like you, Perez, will put him down.



  63. 63

    This weird dude is very lucky to have been banging ERW because Evan is a major babe. I only hope someday he will write what is was like to be porking little Evan Rachel.



  64. 64

    STOP BASHING MARILYN MANSON. HE IS AN AMAZING ARTIST. HE IS A GENIUS.



  65. 65

    He is the love of my life, I would never leave him



  66. 66

    Re: 99star – I started doing that when he posted the Lance pics, one of them was just this stupid girl with a website who was the most idiotic business person ever, several others said they were already pulling their ads when their current run was over.



  67. 67

    Seriously though Manson, this might get negative feedback - but maybe if you chose to worship Jesus instead of Satan, God would help you out with your psychological problems.



  68. 68

    This is pretty disturbing. Please don't give him anymore publicity. He should keep his murderous fantasies to himself and his therapist.



  69. 69

    What's never changed about this guy from the start is that he enjoys provoking the public. Here he is again, bragging about blowing through nearly a quarter-mil in booger sugar just to try and erase the memory of some fame-whoring twat he left his wife for. I mean, what does he want, a medal? (free answer: No, he wants her back. But it won't happen; the love was never equal on both sides). It's pitiful that he's willing to put himself through this kind of torture. No woman is going to save him from himself. It was only 6 months ago when this hapenned, but he's obviously still not well. It would bother me a lot if he committed suicide. I'm no fan, but he's about the same age as me, and I've always admired his career.



  70. 70

    ""Will I am hit me…..Pout"



  71. 71

    He worships the DEVIL. enough said here ?



  72. 72

    sicky,sicky.fuck



  73. 73

    Look at that picture of him…He has had a nose job for sure. And where are all the scares that would be on his face from the 158 razor blade cuts??? Nicely polished off by some microderm abrasion. He is Britney Spears in Goth clothing.

  74. O_Ren says – reply to this


    74

    Marilyn Manson needs to STFU and go change his tampon or something… He freaking old! Marilyn Manson do something else with your life… Gothic play'd out a long time ago!



  75. 75

    WHAT HAS HE EVER DONE TO YOU? SEE HOW YOU ARE? YOUR THE LEADER OF THE PATHETIC DOG TURD OF THE TROLL RACE. wHY NOT JUST FADE AWAY FATTY?



  76. 76

    Jesus Christ take it like a man.



  77. 77

    he is deff a type of guy who begs for attention.



  78. 78

    I wish everyone would shut up about Perez and his fight and just read the gossip! I'm sick of looking at the dumb ass posts that people are writing about shutting down the site or getting advertisers to pull out! DON"T COME ON HERE THEN!!!

    I'm over it!! You should be too! Idiots!



  79. 79

    Perez, what do you mean, "Dude! It's only Evan Rachel Wood!"? She's one of the hottest girls in Hollywood!

    I worship Marilyn Manson, and I'm going to see him in concert next month.



  80. 80

    Lindsay Lohan threw herself at him already, but he pitied her. She's intellectually retarded and she'd never keep his interest. Manson rules.



  81. 81

    He's just an attention whore… typical child loser who grew up to be "different". A nice bottle of Prozac would do him some good. And let's just say, anyone who "raises their eyebrows" over this piece of shit fell for it. Good for him for keeping an image though… he's got more money than we do. Smart bastard.



  82. 82

    Meh, I think he's too old for this act and has been for a while now. It just seems pathetic anymore, especially since he left what seemed to be a good wife for a barely legal young girl. What did he expect, come on. Most teens can't even hold a relationship together for more than 3 months and he thought he'd found the woman he'd die with? Most teens handle breakups better than him…he's seriously co-dependent.



  83. 83

    thats just so crazy. what the f… his ex should get a restraining order



  84. 84

    Crystal Soria from San Antonio, TX. I personally cannot stand him, but I love the song, The Beautiful people. I think he might be the only person I know that might actually go to hell. I am mormon, but I think this is true.



  85. 85

    i used to like rose mcgowan until i heard she'd been with him



  86. 86

    the meat of a meatball
    the meat of a meatball



  87. 87

    Re: liarsmakegodsad – i was thinkin' the same thing….hmmm…esp when reading the comments from the "New Statement" post….hmmmm, again.



  88. 88

    DELICIOUS CAKE IS DELICIOUS



  89. 89

    I think he only talks about Dita all the time.. he got the divorce from her on christmas. So he called her, don't you think?



  90. 90

    It sucks when you dump someone who loves you for a younger, firmer version of her and then SHE does to you what you did to your wife! Sorry to hear it, but can't feel sorry for you since you did it to your ex-wife first.



  91. 91

    ily mm



  92. 92

    Re: Amanda_Mae – I thought Dita dumped MM.

  93. midi says – reply to this


    93

    oh to be 16 again! *sigh*



  94. 94

    Awww…..he's just a sad wittle goth boy…Bless



  95. 95

    creepppy



  96. 96

    Oh… so he pretty much felt the same way as Dita V T must have felt when he was abusing drugs and shagging around with Evan Rachel Wood. Don't feel sorry for that piece of crap. Dita probably married him thinking that it was for life, but he obviously thought differently. No self respecting woman will stay with a drugged up moron like Manson. I used to like him but he treats his band like shit and he is barely present when he does his live shows. Get some help MM, and stop moaning like a bitch. What goes around comes around !!



  97. 97

    In every interview I've seen with Manson, even the one with that moron Bill O'Reilly on Fox News, he has always come off as very intelligent. It's been found that a high level of intelligence can make you see the world in a much more real and sensitive way, and while some can find ways to handle it, others have a very hard time of it. So it's easy to see why people of average intelligence can't totally relate to what he's going through. Sure, people with an IQ of 105 feel pain too, but try living with an IQ above 160. It's a whole different world of understanding, and not being able to overlook or forget how screwed up this world really is. Anyway, hopefully Manson can get through this, too many brilliant people end up offing themselves… so unfortunate if this were to happen to yet one more.



  98. 98

    Marilyn Manson is basically a freak jock. Without the costumes and the makeup, he'd be just as boring as every other band. Not even worth the blog space. ;-)



  99. 99

    Good grief, this man needs some serious mental help!!!



  100. 100

    my sis and I
    luv ♥ him zo
    damn much.
    call uz if u
    ever want
    company,
    we'll hold y'r handz
    and kizz y/r face♥
    shez not worth y'r pain, honey…
    u r way too good 4/her☻

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