Oh, shiz! Do we have a Michael Lohan 2.0 on our hands?
We're surprised ourselves to say no!
We immediately assumed this was just another way to ca$h in on their famewhoring daughter, but Egelhoff rarely even brings her up, and instead writes - quite personally, at times - about her insecurities and regrets as a parent!
In one entry, however, she mentions The Real Heidi Doll - and that infamous clip on The Hills where she learns of her daughter's plastic surgery - and it says:
Heidi hasn’t spoken to me in six months most likely because in her mind I betrayed and hurt her and likely because she’s assuming the worst of me. I handled her situation poorly and regretfully. God knows my motives were from the heart and out of desperation to save her from what I felt was a destructive, dangerous path being influenced by people who were profiting and benefitting from her. I have no way of contacting her. And yes, admittedly I do hope she reads this and knows how deeply and achingly I love and miss her & she’ll call me. Knowing in my heart I said what I thought might have the best chance of getting through to her, to MAKE her know that her precious, authentic self was the most beautiful of all God’s creations, doesn’t help my endless, sleepless nights or my ruminating thoughts of how I should have done things differently. I hurt as much as is humanly possible daily. I share this not only because it’s the elephant in the room but also because it is a deep part of my daily struggle and it would be remiss not to mention it at least here. I wish you could know her the way we know her… that’s a love letter for another time (:
Who knew that someone who created HER could be so poignant?
We're impressed, bb!
And we can only imagine how hard it's been to see this happen to your child!
Keep writing! We imagine a lot of other parents can relate to your struggles as a mother - just not the ones regarding Frankentittays!
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