The email read:
"I really am losing my grip. I desperately need a solution. Sorry it has to affect you. I can't stand anything any more … I'm stuck."
I try to be ok but it overpowers me & i'm (sic) something I don't want to be. It's a primal scream thing. The pain is too great & everywhere I turn is making it heavier. Oh to have peace! Oh to have joy. Oh to be able to provide it for another. I'm a f**king failure."
He sent another email a week letter apologizing for his actions.
"I felt a high degree of agitation in you when u left tonight. I'm sorry. I guess I'm in a process of being torn down so I can rebuild," it read. "I love you … I was terrified of where we were going & my outbursts & the potential for damage."
And the morning after their January 6th fight, Mel emailed again asking, "How's your tooth? I want to tell you how uspeakably (sic) sorry I am."
He sure isn't sorry anymore!!!
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