Although he's denied that it ever got physical with Oksana Grigorieva, Mel Gibson sent her an email on March 1st, two months after their domestic dispute, the admits his guilt.
The email read:
"I really am losing my grip. I desperately need a solution. Sorry it has to affect you. I can't stand anything any more … I'm stuck."
I try to be ok but it overpowers me & i'm (sic) something I don't want to be. It's a primal scream thing. The pain is too great & everywhere I turn is making it heavier. Oh to have peace! Oh to have joy. Oh to be able to provide it for another. I'm a f**king failure."
He sent another email a week letter apologizing for his actions.
"I felt a high degree of agitation in you when u left tonight. I'm sorry. I guess I'm in a process of being torn down so I can rebuild," it read. "I love you … I was terrified of where we were going & my outbursts & the potential for damage."
And the morning after their January 6th fight, Mel emailed again asking, "How's your tooth? I want to tell you how uspeakably (sic) sorry I am."
He sure isn't sorry anymore!!!
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