We certainly hope this isn't true! She's had a tough enough run of things!
Reports are suggesting that Cheryl Cole, who still has yet to hear what kind of position she will have - if any at all - on the American version of The X Factor, is stuck in El Lay awaiting the verdict, and struggling to keep it together away from home!
Insiders even claim that she's resorted to binge-eating and begging her mother Joan to come and stay with her, so she doesn't fall back into old habits and contact her ex-husband Ashley Cole!
"Cheryl's in a bad place emotionally at the moment. She feels like the world's against her and nothing's going right. Cheryl, who's been crying herself to sleep, told Joan if she couldn't get there, she'd be forced to call Ashley. What her mom doesn't realize is she's in constant touch with her ex-husband as he's really the only one who seems to understand what she's going through."
Such a tough situation! We're sure that nobody anticipated that this process would become so complicated, but either way - we sincerely hope that she's taking care of herself and making the right choices!
Keep that chin up, gurl!
Things have a funny way or working themselves out sometime, you just have to ride out the storm!
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