We couldn't believe it either, but someone got a hold of Lindsay Lohan's dear diary and the secrets are just flooding like word vomit!
Insider her inner thoughts, she writes all about her love for Heath Ledger.
January 22, 2008
Today Heath died. I’m in love with him. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever wanted and more. I want to hear him laugh and hold me. I crave his touch and care. When a person dies the world stops. I’m numb.
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