Kristen Stewart felt so full of life before the news hit of her affair with married director Rupert Sanders.
She was out of that shell and thrilled with her career. You could even see it on her face on the red carpets.
The only thing missing was something 'crazy.'
She even told Elle magazine, "I feel like, 'Why is everything so easy for me?' I can't wait for something crazy to f–king happen to me. Just life. I want someone to f*ck me over!"
But be careful what you wish for, KStew! Cuz we HIGHLY doubt she was welcoming something as crazy as the scandal whirlwind that hit her after she cheated on Robert Pattinson.
Though she did tell Little White Lies:
"I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control.
And so many actresses are so f*cking crazy. They’re emotional wrecks, so they pretend to be these characters. But the emotions aren’t coming from the right place. Do you know what I mean?"
Well now she's got a whole cabinet of emotions to choose from when she heads into her next gig!
Hopefully that'll be sooner than later, though.
She's set to promote On the Road next month at the Toronto Film Festival, but reports say she's still feeling depressed and constantly calling R-Patz.
Look, cheating is never gonna be gumdrop goodness. But after a month, despite the hurt she caused our beloved vampire god, we don't think anyone should still be sitting around and dwelling on their actions.
[Image via WENN.]
Tags: cheating, kristen stewart, little white lies, out of control, robert pattinson, rupert sanders