Sigh. We know this feel.
But even though Christmas is mostly seen as a cheerful time, it can still be a bit painful and sad.
[Image via Khloe Kardashian Instagram]
This Backstreet Boy is ready to empty all skeletons from his closet!
Which can only mean one thing…
He's dishing on everything from elicit drug use, to his past relationship with a socialite!
Remember when he dated Paris Hilton from 2003-2004?
“Paris was the worst person in the world for me to hook up with. [She] fed my worst impulses as far as partying.”
Nick also revealed the drugs he would to consume on a regular basis, which led to the health problems he's dealing with now:
“I could’ve ended up a tragedy. During the height of my problems, I did Ecstasy, cocaine and drank a large bottle of vodka a night. I regret taking Ecstasy. The amount I did caused changes to my brain that are responsible for my bouts of depression now.”
Though he’s living a happier life, Nick admitted that every day is still a constant struggle:
“It’s hard, but I’m constantly reminding myself that I like this person better than the person I used to be.”
We cannot wait to read the rest of this book, and celebrate his wedding to fitness guru Lauren Kitt!
SO glad he's been able to turn things around!
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