Holly Madison went through some very dark times.
Unfortunately, the reason is very sad and depressing.
The momma of one revealed:
[Image via Instagram.]
Even though this hot momma has been dating a new man, dabbling back into the dating scene was a little difficult for her at first.
She shared with Bethenny Frankel:
"I expected to come out of [divorce] and just be great at it. I'm smart and I thought I could do it. How hard could it be? But I've realized that I have to fumble my way and create the space to really be open to learning because I don't know how to do it."
Going back into the unknown dating scene is always difficult to do!
Especially after being married to your ex-hubby, Peter Facinelli, for ELEVEN years!
"It's fun, and it's awful all at the same time. It's like a weird type of torture. But it can be fun."
Weird type of torture!
That's a first. We've never heard anyone describe dating after a divorce like that before!
It seems like you're doing pretty well with your new beau, Michael Shimbo, though!
[Image via FayesVision/WENN.]