Zayn Malik has broken his silence and is talking ... a lot!
And basically, I'm only upset cause I feel like I may have let them down in some sort of way."
As for other alleged rumors of substance abuse ...
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But the real devastation was to his family. His father breaks our hearts all over again when he says:
"I was proud of him every day of his life."
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