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Dean McDermott Considered Suicide After His Cheating Scandal Went Public! Scary!

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It was a episode of dangerous revelations on True Tori last night, as Dean McDermott shared that he thought about killing himself after the cheating bombshell with mistress Emily Goodhand came out on Christmas day of last year.

In the explosive episode, Dean told the couple’s therapist that he thought about jumping out of her office window during a nervous breakdown before cameras were present. But instead, he went into a treatment facility (which we saw in pap pics) to deal with his alcoholism and addiction issues.

He admitted to the scary mental moment:

"We're sitting here in the room where I had my breakdown. I've been looking at that crack in the window. I remember looking at that crack and while we were waiting for the EMTs, I was thinking, I've got a window of opportunity here to kick that out — ’cause it's already broken — and just dive out [of] it. I didn’t do it but I mention it to show how far I'd gone down the rabbit hole — and that the only way out was for me to leave this earth."

After his gutsy confession, the TV host added:

"The days leading up to my breakdown, I wanted to disappear. I just thought, this is it. You can’t get out of this. I just thought Tori deserves me to die. And I sit here today looking at [the crack in the window] and I know I will not take my life."

Following his suicide share, Dean did realize that he has a lot to live for—and rehab taught him to deal with his cloudy thoughts:

"My life means a lot to me now where it didn’t for so many years. I’m getting the help I need and I’m surrounded by love and support. That’s what’s going to keep me alive…I deserve to live."

Regardless of what he's done to the family, can you imagine how his kids would feel if he ended his own life??

We're so glad this brood's tale didn't end in a heartbreaking death—because that would've been too tragic!

Still hoping these two work out their marital issues, but at this point, who knows?!

[Image via Twitter.]

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10 comments to “Dean McDermott Considered Suicide After His Cheating Scandal Went Public! Scary!”

  1. 1

    This is sickening. Either it is fake or exaggerated for tv - which is sick. Or it is real and they are selling it for tv - also sick.

  2. 2

    I don't believe it!

  3. 3

    Tori Spelling should off herself for faking all of this.

  4. 4

    This gold digger would never really think of killing himself.

  5. 5

    I watched this episode. My opinion is not a good one of Dean. First, in the session, all he talked about was himself, nothing on how he hurt his wife. Then, I finally realized how he shuts her down, the ice cold stare at her and she retreats, to me, this is a form on mental abuse. Tori is so insecure with herself that she allows him to control the situation, which she should be controlling. I must say, I'm shocked she let him come back home, he is a pathological liar and will do this to her again, except next time he'll be more careful. I don't believe he loves her at all, only himself.

  6. 6

    This guy is so full of shit and so is she. This is all just a stunt to further their careers or lack there of on reality TV. To stay relevant.

  7. Barbara says – reply to this


    I think this whole sordid story is a hoax for Tori to get herself out of debt by getting another reality show. If I am wrong, then I find it appalling that she would share such personal info to the world when she has 4 young children who don't ever need to know what happened.

  8. @v@ says – reply to this


    It's not all about him. He got exactly what he wanted, and SHE was betrayed.
    Such a move would be cowardly and not wanting to face the music. Man up, ffsakes.

  9. 9

    Sorry that Tori and Dean's children are going through this, but Tori seems to be getting paid back for stealing him away from his first wife and hurting her ex-husband. The way you get him is the way you lose him. Do what's right for the kids, leave and start a new life, he still has to support those beautiful children.

  10. geewhiz44 says – reply to this


    The reality show will NOT get her out of debt. She owes too much. That douche bag stole much of her money-buying motorcycles etc., And he is bisexual. Sad that she has the 4 children. Life without a decent dad is hard.