After years living inside the Playboy Mansion and starring on The Girls Next Door, the model is speaking out on what life was like with Hugh Hefner.
While Madison portrayed a happy and confident person on the show, her reality was MUCH different.
Holly, who is now the proud mother of 20-month-old Rainbow, has written a book on her experiences aptly titled, Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny.
The publisher, Harper Collins, said in a release:
"Life inside the notorious Mansion wasn't a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide."
Wow. We had no idea it was that bad for the reality star.
The Las Vegas resident added:
"I'm excited to finally share my story and what I've learned from my personal experiences both inside and outside of the Playboy Mansion. I think my stories will surprise people and I'm looking forward to lifting the veil of mystique and clearing up the misconceptions so often associated with my life."
Well, we're just happy things are now better for the blonde! Happily married with a baby seems like a fantastic upgrade to us!
Check out the first episode of The Girls Next Door (below)!
On Saturday, Todd Fisher, and his wife, Catherine Hickland, organized a public memorial service for his sister, Carrie Fisher, and mom, Debbie Reynolds, who died just a day apart back in December.
The beautiful service was held at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Hollywood Hills, and was live-streamed on Reynolds' website for all to experience.
Celebs, fans, and animals alike gathered to celebrate the lives of the legendary actresses with an event that featured a tribute song from James Blunt, a performance from the Gay Men's Chorus of Los Angeles, a dance tribute from the Debbie Reynolds dance school, and tons of costumes and memorabilia on display.