It's hard enough to hear others criticize your own weight — but the worst critic of them all is yourself.
That's what Giuliana Rancic is dealing with these days, aside from her Fashion Police drama.
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As of late, the E! News host has been hearing a ton of rumors about having an eating disorder and she's putting her foot down to stop it all.
On Wednesday's episode of Dr. Oz, G explained that it's so hard to look at herself in the mirror because of her slender frame.
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She opened up about the weight loss and even admitted she didn't think she looked attractive:
"Trust me, I don't want to lose weight. I don't think it looks attractive. I think I used to be more attractive. But I'm doing the best I can.
I actually recently spoke to a personal trainer because my doctor said, 'Maybe you should get in the gym.' And I'm thinking, 'Get in the gym? I don't want to lose weight! Don't you usually go the gym to lose the weight?'" she recalled. "And he said, 'No, no, no, you should — just don't do cardio. Do some weight training.'
So there I am, lifting my little 10-pound weights. I'm just trying to get some more definition, because I want a little bit of curve, I want to be sexy. And right now, it's killing me to look in the mirror and see that I've just lost all [of it]. I'm just not the girl I used to be."
Hopefully the on-air personality will be able to go back to her ideal weight and figure in the near future.
But on the plus side, at least she's healthy!
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