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Charlie Sheen Pens An Open Letter About His HIV Diagnosis — See What He Had To Say About This Life Altering Situation!

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Charlie Sheen is certainly putting it all out there!

The A-lister recently made the brave decision to come forward and confirm that he is HIV positive. How sad.

However, the Two and a Half Men actor isn't shying away from telling his whole truth. In an extremely honest sit down with Matt Lauer on the Today show, the Anger Management star revealed his exes knew about his positive status and that he's shelled out quite a bit of cash to keep his diagnosis private. Whoa.

If you caught Charlie's candid interview, then you probably heard the TV host reference a letter Martin Sheen's son had written to help explain his situation.

Related: The Latest On Charlie's HIV Confession

Well don't fret — we have the honest note in its entirety (below).

He wrote:

"Roughly four years ago, I suddenly found myself in the throws of a seismic and debilitating three-day cluster-migraine like headache. I was emergently hospitalized with what I believed to be a brain tumor or perhaps some unknown pathology. I was partially correct. Following a battery of endless tests, that included a hideous spinal tap, it was sadly and shockingly revealed to me that I was, in fact, positive for HIV.

The news was a ‘mule kick' to my soul. Those impossible words I absorbed and then tried to convince myself, that I was stuck, suspended, or even stranded inside some kind of alternate reality or nightmare, were to the absolute contrary. I was awake. It was true… reality.

Under the brilliant and perfect care of Dr. Robert Huizenga as well as 'the' leading infectious disease expert in the known universe, I began a rigorous and intensive treatment program. Not missing a beat, a med dose, or one shred of guidance, quickly my viral loads became undetectable. Like every other challenge in my life, again, I was victorious and kicking this disease's ass. I wish my story had ended there. Unfortunately, for my family and myself, it had only just begun.

The personal disbelief, karmic confusion, shame and anger lead to a temporary yet abysmal decent into profound substance abuse and fathomless drinking. It was a suicide run. Problem was, I'd forgotten that I'm too tough for such a cowardly departure. Yet, despite this loathsome and horrific odyssey, I was vigilant with my anti-viral program.

My medical team could only shake their heads as each and every blood test returned levels revealing a state of remission. Even though I might have been trying to kill myself, one thing was radically evident; the disease was not.

In and around this perplexing and difficult time, I dazedly chose (or hired) the companionship of unsavory and insipid types. Regardless of their salt-less reputations, I always lead with condoms and honesty when it came to my condition. Sadly, my truth soon became their treason, as a deluge of blackmail and extortion took center stage in this circus of deceit.

To date, I have paid out countless millions to these desperate charlatans.

Locked in a vacuum of fear, I chose to allow their threats and skullduggery to vastly deplete future assets from my children, while my 'secret' sat entombed in their hives of folly. (or so I thought)

News Flash: This ends today. I'm claiming back my freedom. The scales of justice will swiftly and righteously rebalance themselves.

In conclusion, I accept this condition not as a curse or scourge, but rather as an opportunity and a challenge. An opportunity to help others. A challenge to better myself.

Every day, of every month, of every year, countless individuals go to work, man their stations, fulfill their professional obligations with a host of disabilities. Diseases, imperfections, hurdles, detours. These maladies range from Lupus to Cancer, from paralysis to blindness, from Diabetes to Obesity. 'Treated,' HIV is no different.

My partying days are behind me. My philanthropic days are ahead of me.

Earnest Hemingway once wrote:

'Courage is grace under pressure.'

I've served my time under pressure; I now embrace the courage, and the grace.

Love and Peace, Charlie Sheen"

Wow! We can't even imagine what the 50-year-old has been going through.

Our thoughts are with Sheen and his loved ones during this particularly trying time!

[Image via The Today Show.]

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