Everyone copes in different ways!
In an interview with Style Like U, the 31-year-old admitted:
[Image via Media Punch.]
Each day it seems to get worse.
In a recent interview with the Daily Mail, porn star Nicki Blue alleged that James Deen physically harmed her as well as sexually assaulted her with a beer bottle. The story, like many other stories about Deen, is extremely GRAPHIC and upsetting.
"It was about 11 at night and I was kind of bored. This was before they secured the building so it was open and I went downstairs to get some ice or something. I heard this commotion and I went to see. It was James Deen and some others in the bar having a good time, and they were like 'hey, come join us!'. Everyone was drinking but I wasn't really because I'm not a huge fan of alcohol. Everyone was having a good time and then James Deen got really horny, because guys get horny when they drink, and he knew I was a virgin. He started slapping me on the a** and there was some light fetish play. It got more extreme and there was music playing so it was hard to hear. I started giving him oral sex. It was nice at first, then it got really rough. I kept trying to pull my head up to say something, it was too rough. But he would just push my head back in so I was choking and I couldn't say anything."
Ugh. Sounds horrifying.
Side note: we're a little confused as to what Nicki means when she referred to herself as a "virgin". Perhaps the porn shoot was simulated or didn't involve penetration. Either way, the account is very disturbing!
The porn star went on to elaborate:
"As he was doing it – this is the embarrassing part and why I didn't say anything – he said "oh my God, I have to go to the bathroom" and he p***** in my mouth. 'That was it, I spit it up, I was upset. Then after that, he had the idea of putting the beer bottle up my a**. So that was done."
There really are no words to describe this heinous account.
As for how Blue tried to rectify the situation, she recalled:
"I wrote about my experience with James Deen, saying, 'how can he get away with it' and Kink not only deleted my post but kicked me out so I unable to post in the forum. After that I gave up, I thought 'Whatever, nothing is going to happen. It made me feel really sad because he seemed like such a nice guy. I see him as two-faced now, and having a sadistic, evil side."
Woah. N.B.'s tale of being ignored by peers in the industry is all too common.
The seXXXy lady added:
"When you're an adult actress, especially in BDSM, and you go to a cop and say 'Oh I've been raped by this guy after doing a scene', they are not going to take you seriously, like if you were a normal person I would have said something a lot sooner if I felt people would have taken me seriously but they don't. But then when your stuff gets deleted, it's just hard."
So sad. Every sexual assault victim should be heard regardless of his or her profession!
WARNING: You can view Nicki's photos from that night HERE. Please be advised these pics are GRAPHIC and NOT SAFE FOR WORK.