Ronda Rousey has remained pretty silent about her shocking UFC defeat to Holly Holm back in November, only making it clear that she wants to challenge the fighter once again to win her title back.
But on Tuesday's Ellen, the MMA fighter revealed she was so upset and confused after the brutal loss, she thought about killing herself.
In the sit down, Rousey said how she really didn't remember most of the fight, because the first blow to the head messed her up way worse than she let on.
Photo: Ronda Is Back In Training & Hungry For The Title!
After Holm's match-ending kick left the fighter unconscious and hospitalized, the former bantamweight Champion said she reached an all-time low.
Breaking down, the 29-year-old admitted to thinking that she felt like she was "nothing" after her crushing loss, and had suicidal thoughts — but it was her boyfriend Travis Browne who gave her the strength she needed to get back up. She said:
"To be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive."
AH-Mazing! We're so glad the fighter opened up about such a vulnerable moment.
Watch the moving clip (below) to see Ronda's full interview:
[Image via EllenTube.]
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