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Holly Madison Isn't Here For The Kendra Wilkinson Drama & Talks The 'Fear' Of Living At The Playboy Mansion

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Holly Madison opens up about Kendra Wilkinson and more!

UPDATE 4:06 P.M. EST: Ooop! Kendra Wilkinson is firing back after checking out Holly Madison's latest interview. Taking to Twitter on Wednesday, she wrote:

The shade!!

Kendra didn't have to name any names for everyone to figure out who she was talking about! We wonder if her frenemy will end up responding…


Sounds like the feeling is mutual when it comes to Holly Madison and Kendra Wilkinson's friendship being over.

As you probably remember, the Kendra On Top starlet slammed her former costar for her "book of lies."

Well, speaking to People to promote her new book The Vegas Diaries, Holly dished there are no hard feelings:

"I wish her the best, but I'm done with that portion of my life. I've moved on. I'm happier now."

At least she's got a good attitude about it, but that doesn't mean the pregnant starlet doesn't have anything to say about Kendra's claims about her:

"A friendship with her was something I tried to work out off camera years ago. But I don't want to let myself and my friendship with someone be jerked around based on what's convenient for someone's reality show. She can bad mouth me or put words in my mouth, but I'm not going to fall for that. Bridget [Marquardt] and I have always been friends off camera. There's a big difference between what's real and what's genuine versus someone who is like, 'I want to be in a feud with you this week because it's good for ratings.' I'm done playing those games."

Ouch! Holly also doesn't have any plans on patching things up because:

"I don't think there would be anything positive about us meeting up. It's not a real friendship and it's not part of my life anymore."

It truly sounds like the 36-year-old has moved on from that point in her life, happily married to Pasquale Rotella, with a daughter and bun in the oven.

But she also opened up about how her time in the Playboy Mansion with Hugh Hefner was a "constant struggle":

"I was trying to sell this image of 'Oh everything is so great here,' but I was miserable inside. The Mansion is all about conformity and judgment and following the rules… I didn't like being a clone. That was definitely something that bothered me the whole time. But the Mansion wasn't a place where confidence was built. It was a place where manipulation was used to keep everyone scrambling to keep her spot in the house."

Yikes! What a toxic environment. She even elaborated:

"There was so much competition among the other women. I learned not to confide in certain people. There was a lot of fear. If I could go back and do things differently, I wouldn't be scared of people. And I'd push the boundaries a lot more. The number of times I stuck up for myself at the Mansion I could probably count on one hand."

But despite all that, Madison has no regrets!

"It's a part of my life. I can't look back and wipe it away. It happened and I learned from it. [Now], I'm not trying to fit the mold of what anybody else thinks I should be. And I'm not running away from my past anymore."

Good for her!

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