This was a hard read.
Following the suicide of Jim Carrey's ex-girlfriend Cathriona White back in September, police have revealed the contents of her heart-wrenching suicide note obtained by TMZ.
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While it had been rumored that Cathriona decided to kill herself over her split from on-and-off boyfriend Jim, the message she left behind definitely confirms this theory. Apparently Ms. White was extremely distraught by the breakup, a feeling which was made worse by the anniversary of her father's death.
Even though Carrey contends he was on a break with C.W. at the time of her passing, the note paints a different picture. It's obvious the Ireland native thought their rocky relationship had come to an official close.
In one section of the letter, the 30-year-old went on to reveal:
"I've spent 3 days now in disbelief that you're not here. I can go on brokenhearted and try to put the pieces back. I could, I just don't have the will this time. I'm sorry you felt I wasn't there for you. I tried to give you my best part."
So sad. It's unfortunate friends and family weren't aware of the depth of Cat's suffering.
The makeup artist went on to instruct Jim:
"I don't really know about burial or that sort of thing. You are my family so whatever you choose will be fine."
Well, considering J.C. flew out to Ireland and paid for the entire funeral service, we imagine he did the best he could for his ex. By all accounts, the actor was DEVASTATED by the loss as he loved Cathriona very much.
White ended note with these tragic last sentences:
"Please forgive me. I'm just not for this world."
Wow. There's not really much to say except our hearts go out to Cathriona's loved ones during this hard time.
For those struggling with thoughts of suicide, you can get help HERE.
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