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Shanna Moakler just posted the following heart-felt message on her official blog.
It's one of the rare times we've seen her vulnerable, sincere and human.
It's a good read!
She says:
"Thursday, January 24, 2008
"A woman is like a teabag, only in hot water do you realize how strong she is"
Current mood: betrayed
Im gonna TRY to make this short and sweet….
I am VERY far from where I would like to be in my career, I'm from a small town in the smallest state, I've started working as a teen model and lived in every city and beat the streets in every town, taking every audition, I modeled, I did pageants I took every meeting I could, I've been rejected 1000 times and I never gave up…I took every one liner, bit part I could, I didn't have my daddy's name or some hollywood connection, I worked my ass off, and no I may not be in the A list, but I have drive and conviction and ambition… and I wont ever stop trying to be involved in projects that I enjoy and get the opportunity's that allow me to show what it is I strive to do…
I grew up watching musicals with talents such as Ann Miller and Fred Astaire and that is the sole reason I moved across the country to this city with the dream to be a part of this industry.
with that said,
never in all my life, if I thought for one second with all that I have done, (and I am actually proud of what I have accomplished), did I ever think having a confrontation with a whore in a club or the complete heartbreaking ups and downs of my marriage which sadly have to play out in front on the public, would take center stage from what it is I actually LOVE doing…
it makes me fucking sick and sad….. that the reality is having a sex tape and letting men piss on you, getting dui's , flashing your crotch and going to jail is apparently today, the image young men and woman strive for to get their foot in the door… thats not talent and it sure doesn't deserve fame. I mean thats the message i see everyday in my TV, in my papers, on my radios…
i dont want to be known for any of this!! ill keep my small time reality show and my dignity and keep it moving! my marriage is just not up for entertainment anymore.
and perez hilton…go fuck yourself. i guess making fun of everyone in times of trouble shows exaclty the caliber of your class. but look who you named yourself after. maybe i just dont get the "jokes". but its a form of entertainment ill pass on.
signing off.
health, wealth and yes all the happiness you can stand!
SHANNAXOXO
Do what you feel in your heart to be right- for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do and damned if you don't.
- Eleanor Roosevelt"
[Photo via Getty Images.]
FIRST!
Ughhh. Please stop blogging and go take care of your kids. Your incompetency as a parent is only rivaled by Unfitney Spears.
'Poor girl, she just couldn't get over that whole Paris Hilton banging her husband thing.'
Paris did not bang him- she staged photo ops with him to piss off Shana- it's one of her well known hobbies. She has no other talent, poor bitch.
I think she is right
Paris is 100x hotter… sucks for Shanna!
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shes got a point.. paris hilton really is a joke. She was born into the right family with the right bank account thats the only reason she is who she is today.
Perez, you have to give the girl more credit than you do!!
ACTUALLY the reason she's probably not MORE famous is because she HASNT whored herself out!!!!! Shanna, ROCKS! I love her for telling it like it is. I admit a few years ago I didnt like her, but little by little she's proven that she's much more of a decent human being than any of these other Hollywood skanks. Shanna's right, she's been kicked around an awful lot and she still keeps going… I would have given up a long time ago. Love you Shanna for being such a strong woman!!
Always liked Shanna. Always hated Paris. No matter what. Team Shanna. And "boobies" lol
Perez….
I think you should fall back on this girl…she has obviously had enough!
Yeah, right. She married a freak, married into the business of drugs, druggies, star fuckers, etc., and she thinks she has it together. She married a damn freak!
She is full of shit, but she is right about Perez though. He's an asshole.
Re: Meghan – um, Rhode Island is the smallest state, and Barrington isn't that rich of a town although a lot of semi famous people grew up there.
she's right.
She's kinda right. Not that I'm not soooo guilty, but I definitely love reading more about the trashy stuff. Perez does pick on people, but we seem to love it!
Who is this little cuntrag?
I fully agree!
Perez - I like your site - but it's more fun to read bits and pieces of the rich and famous and have a variety on your site then always read about the tradegy of ms Spears and see the vaginas of different celebrities!!!
She's right.
Even though I have nothing against her, I'm not wholly convinced by her writing.
This is why I like her!
She is right. If she left her undies in the drawer, got arrested, and locked herself in the house with her kids = EVERYONE would know her name.
What's even sadder is she would be offered more work.
Soon we will be seeing more of that behavior from frustrated artists who are so desperate for fame. Sad but true.
Shanna is not taking that route and good things will happen for her. It may not make the front page but the rewards will be there.
You go Shanna! Everything she said was completely true.
Sing it Shanna!! sing it LOUD and proud!!!! I have always rooted for her.
Mario that was very big of you to post her blog. She is right you know, put you right in your place. you also filed it under inspiration too. I am truly impressed!
Anyone know where I can get some of that Shannax stuff? Sounds like a really good high.
Re: Slutbag – You are nothing more that a filthy, foul mouthed, low class, SHEEP. And you make me SICK loser!
poor girl probably had to google eleanor roosevelt quotes (the subject line is one too) to sound "intelligent".
GO SHANNA!!!
BITCH PLEASE! I USED TO LIKE Shanna Moakler BUT NOT ANYMORE!! your sex tape is probably just yet to be released bitch!! and we have seen your crotch!! it scares us all!!!!!
i love you PEREZ HILTON!!!!
love her!!!
I love her she makes sense
Hey….she's got a point…….
If this girl wasn't so hypersensitive, she wouldn't be fighting in
bars and her marriage would probably still be intact.
Cry me a freakin' river already.
The nerve of her dissing Perez after all she says about
Paris.
She needs to get over herself.
DAMN!! she was speaking to some specific people ESPECIALLY you perez.
Well, Shanna, you can start by hanging around normal instead of some freak with tatoos on his neck.
How can Shanna say she worked so long and hard for everything she has? Could she ever afford the lifestyle she has without having children of the rich and famous? She is a Hollywood wannabe who happened to hit the childbirth lottery twice. Oscar de La Hoya and Travis Barker both saw through her golddigger lazy ass and moved on.
thank god you know how to stand up for yourself….i agree with everything you've said … stay strong and keep the faith.
DIDNT SHE, GET NAKED FOR PLAYBOY WITH HER HUSBAND???
WHAT A PEICE OF TRASH SHE IS
The always classy and well mannered Shanna…
Shanna your so fucking right! keep spitting the truth girl. i've always liked you, now i know why!
LOVE. i love her now.
I don't know you except for what I have read on Perez. And I think someone told me you have a child with Oscar de la hoya? Not sure, maybe that's not you.
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I would just like to tell you that you, in your note, have shown CLASS! You have a sweet face, I am glad to see that you are not a dumb whore.
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PROTECT YOUR MARRIAGE. IT'S HARD ENOUGH WITH THE TWO OF YOU, LET ALONE WITH THE WORLD GIVING INPUT AND ADVICE. CLOSE YOUR EARS TO THE STEADY DIN OF GOSSIP. HAVING A CAREER IS GREAT AND ALL, BUT HAVING A MARRIAGE WITH A SPOUSE YOU CAN RELY ON THROUGH THE UPS AND DOWNS IS SO MUCH MORE FULFILLING. IN THE END, YOU ONLY HAVE YOUR FAMILY.
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TAKE CARE AND P.S. I DON'T WANT TO EVER SEE YOUR BEEF CURTAINS ON PEREZ' SITE………! : )
Ha Whatsherface was pi**ed cuz Perez called her Whatsherface lmao. …
Bitch, Shut the fuck up.
she actually sound pretty down to earth and smart here. i applaud her for that she is right about these sex tapes and the exploitation of makes this generation think its cool well its not ,they are whores, and perez why did you name yourself after such a mindless retard shana is right go fuck yourself .u are screwing and twisting the minds of the youth of today.
wow, i never really cared for her before but now i FUCKIN love her… yah perez, go fuck yourself and stop being such a whiney ass bitch cunt fag! LOVE SHANNA xxx
do your thing girl.
She's sooo right
i think shanna is just being honest, and as you said human. And i think thats a great thing. what im gonna say is totally weird, but you shouldnt make fun of her just because u dont like her husband? or her, and this is the weird thing, despite that i dont like that u make fun of this couple, i love your site
greetings from SPAIN
read somewhere u like turron?? hahaha
cow
She probably just insulted you because she knew you'd post this here…so people will actually read it.
to all of you praising Perez for being respectful, and thanking him as if he's some sort of god…..pull your diluted heads out of his ass. this guy works for the devil. makes about 13 million dollars a year driving people into an early grave. give me a break. there is nothing to commend here. this is the same guy who was making bets two weeks ago on how long sad Brintney Spears has to live. this guy will go down, and if i can take him out myself i will. he's just wrong in every way. i work in the "biz" and i will catch up with him at some point. he's immune to insults because he has no soul. he sold it long ago. I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON YOUR OWN VOMIT AND WITH ANY LUCK WILL BE READING ABOUT YOUR DEATH ON YOUR OWN FUCKED UP PEREZ SITE!! Now that would be hilarious. "Perez found dead , died from trying to suck his own dick because no one else would. RIP Perez you sad mother fucker." That's the headline I want to read and I'm sure there are plenty of you out there who agree!
Shanna is always sincere and REAL and Beautiful ! So Whatever!!!
What perez does is just the same hun, he pays the bills!
so dont hate
just becuz he can do ite better.
i just done fucking get it any more how are people going to get mad, especially when they dont even got a job and diss on sum1 famous w/money.
i mean damn if ur good @ what u do then leave it alone!
and all the haters on the cmment page shouldnt be on the site if they don't like perez!
simple as that.
hugs and kisses
ttyl
love
Shiritta
Re: chris – this shit is what im talking about….how do you know if you not just as big of a fan as me?
That was so real. I like what she had to say. It's the truth too, a lot of young adults are so caught up trying to be badasses and hard-core that they are forgetting the consequences. But she is right. Her dignity is more valuable than what people consider success now-a-days anyway. She is a great mom and she does not play when it comes down to hers. I like Shanna, always have and she has never done anything remotely as slutty as some of the female counterparts that make the news everyday. Paris loves to fuck and get videotaped, Britney doesn't care if you see her pussy. Lindsay is just learning how to control herself in the public eye. So Shanna I say to you….Congrats on keeping your head above water and your nose out of the coke. And being that she party's with all the celebrities on a daily basis..shouldn't we commend her for not being a front page story and still being a great mother with two beautiful children…That's news
Re: oogi –
if u call perez all thez names then y u on his website ur lik anyy poperazzi looking at wat thez celberties do so u go fuk ur self
Someone was watching Project Runway Canada last night. The girl who got eliminated said the same quote. HAAAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAA
shes right you are warping the minds of the youth someone needs to piss on you, go fuck yourself
GOOD FOR HER YOU GO GIRLFRIEND!!!! you fucking rock…Paris Hilton=shit she will dry up very soon once her grandaddy finally takes all of her money away. Shes a fucking loser. You rock Shanna! I always loved your show and your kids are beatiful!!!! I wish you the best ofluck in everything you do and more power to you for being "real" in a town of fucking flakes
Yeah Shanna! Yo go girl!
Perez, you're such a loser. Your vile brand of contemporary communication will have personal repercussions that you're currenly incapable of comprehending.
Perez,
She's right - and she seems a Hell of a lot more grounded and sincere than your buddy Paris. Your undying support of that vapid piece of trash (Paris) goes beyond comprehension. You've got a Scientologist-like obesession - is Paris your Hollywood LRonHubbard? Paris is just as fake as Scientology. Tear off her hair-extensions, remove the makeup, look back at her pre-plastic surgery face, remove the tinted contacts, and get rid of the expensive clothes and you're left with a lazy-eyed, goiter-assed, brown-eyed, half-bald slut with some money and no talent. Snap out of it.
to SHITRITTA: I'm down for what Shana says but if you want to suck Perez' tiny excuse for a penis be my guest. I am not a fan and I have a right to my opinion just as much as you do skank. PEREZ WILL ROTT IN HELL BUT NOT BEFORE I GET TO BEAT HIS FAT ASS DOWN.
YOU'RE A MORON OOGI. UNEDUCATED FUCK. I'M GATHERING RESEARCH FOR ALL THE REASONS I'M GOING TO BEAT PEREZ' FAT ASS DOWN AND PART OF THE REASON COMES FROM THE WAY YOU STUPID FUCKS LICK HIS DISGUSTING ANUS. LOOK OUT PEREZ, YOUR NEXT. CAN'T WAIT TO READ ABOUT YOUR FUNERAL LIKE I SAID EARLIER.
Re: perezhiltonrox – why the f^%$ is perez so mean to her?ask yourself that moronic fugface she did nothing to deserve perez's 2 cents,she's just trying to pursue her career and do what she does best.and oh yeh go fuck yourself perez,that sounds very hard to do being 300 or more lbs hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think if she changed her look she would be taken a little more seriously.
Her look is very "rocker" not actress. I think she should try going brunette and calming the makeup. Everything in life starts with a good make over:)
Shanna is so right about what makes you famous these days. Add the kids are buying it. Why else did teen Miley take those 'totally innocent' pictures with her friend at the sleep over. And here in my home town, there was a teenage cheerleader scandal where the girls took xrated- not pg-13 -photos of themselves together.
Heartfelt message? LOL She just told you to go fuck yourself, Perez.
i completely agree with shana!!!! she is completely right about "famous" people nowadays. i am happy that someone finally took a stand against the idiots that are running around like immature fuck ups and getting paid for it while the rest of us who went to college and have a full time job have to struggle to pay bills dont get paid shit. we all obviously read this blog for entertainment reasons but perez, why did you name yourself after someone that is not only hideous but has not accomplished a thing! even her ugly sister has established some form of career.
Uh, sorry Perez, but she has a point. You love picking on certain people. She is right on about Paris too, no talent, the girl can't even dance! If she wasn't born a Hilton, she would be just like the rest of us….
I love her now, and I love how she calls Paris "a whore", you would think that after such a nice intelligent post she would have a stick up her ass and wouldn't be calling names, but she does, I LOVE HER, paris is a shameless whore and so is that Kim Kardashell chick or whatever her name is who has a lame ass reality tv show because a black guy pissed on her face, how disgusting, Keep it going Shauna, Im with you and your message touched me, it takes balls to go what you have gone throught, and I actually think I saw you on a small part in Entourage???? you were Turtle's date! And you are right about Perez too although Im starting to like him, he has changed a little bit. he harrasses Britney but that bitch is asking for it anyways, she loves it.
No offence Perez at all, but I'm happy she actually said what she said (well not about you all wise and might queen!)
She's right, women have strived for so much and yet the sign of a successful one is what she described. UGH!
Thank you Shanna. Being the mother of 2 beautiful girls, I want a role model they can look up to. You are 100% correct.
God Bless you and stay strong in your marriage, you have children that need the both of you….together.
Peace.
Sista has a point. Very eloquent. You Go Girl!
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RESPECT
Worded very well. Never a truer word spoken.
Go Shanna you have just moved up a notch in my book.
Good on Perez for posting this.
Mischa Barton's new hair looks trashy post a pic of that…
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ME LIKEY U GO GIRL
Sounds to me like Shanna talkin out of her ass.
She is whining about how her career isn't what it should be. Shana totally accepted the reality show route, where the only talent required is showing yourself acting badly. Your not exactly gonna be asked to teach summer stock any time soon with that kinda work behind you.
Shana points the finger and chides her contemporaries (and equals) as piss loving, coke snorting, crotch flashers. But look at her. She travels in the same social circles, dresses like a porn star and gets into cat fights in public. Not really in the position to pass judgement on the other gals.
you all should really leave me alone and her.:)
Amen! Sister!
Hope she keeps that attitude.
boared less that half way through!
she is a stupid bitch. You rock Perez!
SNAP!!!! She was spot on!!! She is right about you Perez and you know it, thats why you get props for posting it fatty!! xox
Finally, someone who now knows the rules of the game and speaks the truth. All of you should take note. Those whom you worship and wish you were - - have no talent accept for being talentless!
Welcome to Hollyweird!
She is right , go Shanna ! Now that is class .
Why is anyone wasting their time reading about Paris anyways? She has proved over and over that she is a waste of skin.
I think its time for Perez to follow a Diddy, Puffy , Puff Daddy etc… its name change time Perez and clean it up a little. We promise to read even if your nicer
what a bitch.
umm who the hell is she? shes clearly not famous enough to be mentioned!!
OMG, they must have had twin eyebrow lifts, cause his are riding as abnormaly high as hers. can you say "surprise". It looks like they both are in a perpetual state of surprise. i still like her anyway. and love CROWNED, the mother of all pageants.
i like her and i like Perez Hilton
HYPOCRITE! She's a hypocrite! She's judging others: "the reality is having a sex tape… flashing your crotch…the image young men and women strive for to get their foot in the door…" But she's posed NUDE for Playboy, thusly flashing her own crotch. What's the difference?!? Sorry to hear about her breakup, though. That sucks for anyone. But perhaps she should not be so judgmental about others.
bitch stole some eleanor roosevelt…. get lost!!!
Wow Shana. You just gained alot more respect from me not only for your views, which I agree with, but for name dropping Ann Miller and Fred Astaire. Nice!
Wow Shana. You just gained alot more respect from me not only for your views, which I agree with, but for name dropping Ann Miller and Fred Astaire. Nice! I love those old musicals too!
Perez, I love you,but it is time to lay off the girl.(BRIT, however is fair game). The girl is trying to make it in your crazy industry and by many peoples standards she has made it. She is way more intelligent than you think as evidenced by her blog. Go SHANNA and I'm sure you are way more talented and prettier than all the losers that call you nasty names.
How in the hell did you get this? Myspace? Cause the only way you got it is if you your on her friends list ( she's private) you or some idiot decided to copy and paste it to you.
With her looks, she should have gone to college and earned a degree like the millions and millions of women her age have done. Instead, she's a star fucker. Now she's being left behind because - she fucked a star.
Looks meaning they're average at best. She looks like any girl you'd see walking down the street. Very fake too. Yes - she should have gone to college and earned several degrees, rather than clinging to the hope she could marry someone fairly famous and nurse off his money the rest of her life, and/or until someone wealthier comes along.
Oh - and her comment about Perez taking on Paris' moniker. She did this because Travis cheated on her with Paris… so she's jealous. Just stating the facts…
ONE DAY SOON YOU WILL BE DEAD
THAT'S RIGHT PEREZ WE WANT YOUR HEAD
YOUR TIME IS SOON WITH ANY LUCK
UGLY FAT BOY WHO CAN'T GET FUCKED
EXPLOITING PEOPLE LEFT AND RIGHT
MAKE YOUR CASH FROM THIS UGLY SITE
YOUR TINY HEART IS BLACK AS COAL
GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR ROTTEN SOUL
ONE DAY SOON YOU WILL BE DEAD
THAT'S RIGHT PEREZ WE WANT YOUR HEAD