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Kanye West is finally opening up about the tragic loss of his dear mother, the late Dr. Donda West.

The rapper took to his blog to chat with his fans about how his life is different after his mom's death.

Says Kanye:

"I don't do anything I don't love anymore… I loved the flashing lights vid so it didn't matter 2 me if someone one else didn't. While people chase money I pursue happiness. So many people talk about there investments or how much money they have but there's so many rich people who spend a lot of that trying 2 buy a piece of happiness. If there's anything my mom taught me is to enjoy life. I just recorded my first verse in the last 6 months 2 days ago at Bape's Studio in Japan. It felt good and I was inspired. I absolutely lost my mind (in a good way) on the new Glow in the Dark tour. The constant hours of creating helped me 2 keep from loosing my mind in a bad way. Chris Milk told me tragedy can produce great art and this is definitely true. I am a total mad man now, up till 3 am every night, trying 2 fight pain, board-um, and uncertainty with creativity. All that said, life is good….. good as finding the perfect fabric for a simple one button casual blazer with matching pants."

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252 comments to “When Celebrities Blog”

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  1. babyd says – reply to this


    101

    He needs to learn to spell!!!

  2. vs says – reply to this


    102

    listen up all you mean fools. If you lost your mother like he did how would
    you feel. You would not even be able to perform less on go to your everyday
    boring jobs! Get real. You are mean and evil. Karma baby and goes around.
    God is watching you. You hateful bastards. Kenya keep your head up you can
    only get stronger from all of this bullshiz! God is on your side!

  3. Blah Blah Me Blah Blah I Blah Blah Me Me Me----Shut The Fuck Up Already, Nikkuh says – reply to this


    103

    I did not even read his on-going over-the-top Crazyville babbling bullshit. I wish he would go jump in front of a bullet already. He is nothing but TALK. And TALK all he wants, it will not make him a star.

  4. lbo says – reply to this


    104

    he needs to learn how to fucking spell. embarrassing.

  5. vs says – reply to this


    105

    To the person who blame him. Oh, baby his mother could afford her own
    surgery. She was a PH.d at the University of Chicago. His mother had her
    OWN money. She just did not pick a good doctor. Happens everyday to the
    best of people. So that is bullshiz! I know people working at micky D that can
    afford that surgery. Please. It's not his fault. Plus she went in to reduce her
    breast size not increase! There is no love on this site for anyone who is down. Damn!

  6. messybarbie says – reply to this


    106

    I wish in all the things his mama taught him he learned the difference between "there" and "their".
    It pisses me off when rich assholes have poor grammar

  7. ev says – reply to this


    107

    kanye should give alot of money to charity millions of people die each year. Cause he preaches in his versus about jesus and jesus aint taking no rich person in heaven. it says in the bible. I feel for kanye. but enjoy life and help the poor

  8. Ooba Gooba says – reply to this


    108

    Perhaps he should pursue literacy.

  9. PhuckUAll says – reply to this


    109

    He's writing in a blog… it's not a fuckin essay for english class! So what if he mispelled some words!

  10. Shut This Niqqer Up---PLEASE says – reply to this


    110

    This bitch rambles on and on every time I hear about him (FROM HIM) like a queer on ecstasy.

  11. Kanye Please Put Some K-Y On That Thang Before You Make Sweet Sweet Lovin' To My Booty Hole says – reply to this


    111

    Kanye takes it up the booty hole, everybody knows that. I wish some one would shove a big fat cock down his other end and shut him the fuck up. He is a disgrace to the race.

  12. Jessica K says – reply to this


    112

    THEIR in this case, not "there"
    BOREDOM
    LOSING, with 1 "o" and not 2!!

  13. uhm says – reply to this


    113

    WHY DOESN'T HE LEARN HOW TO SPELL.

  14. Douche says – reply to this


    114

    Dude is gay.

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  15. revoltah says – reply to this


    115

    he is such a tool. cant spell his way out of a schwag bag.

  16. Grace says – reply to this


    116

    Re: vsRe: vs

    Dr. West taught at Chicago State University, NOT the University of Chicago. BIG difference.

  17. Em says – reply to this


    117

    I like how these celebs talk about how money isn't important, but yet you won't be seeing him turning down money any time soon.

  18. vegasgal says – reply to this


    118

    jesus fucking christ ….teach the mother fucker how to spell……

  19. katie.mae says – reply to this


    119

    it's embarrassing that he can't spell. i realize that on the internet it's not that important. but "board-um"? that's just wrong.

  20. We Love You Kanye! says – reply to this


    120

    So many haters in this site. How about everyone pull the damn sticks that are shoved up all your asses?! God forbid that the guy wants to express how he feels about his mother. I'm sure if your own mothers died and you were still talking about it a year from her death, people you be telling you to SHUT THE FUCK UP, THAT WAS MONTHS AGO! And instead of respecting his decision to love life and move on with his career using his creativity in a very difficult time in his life instead of… let's say abusing drugs and alcohol like ALOT of people in this business today… yall need to complain that he doesn't give back to charity? Do yall hang out with Kanye everyday, do you read his mind and know enough about his to judge what he does or does not do? Because if you think you do, I suggest you get your ass off this site and do something more productive with your life… like give back to charity since you have some much time on all of your hands!

  21. MGP says – reply to this


    121

    Wow. That last line about the matching pants and jacket was really gay.

  22. Kendra says – reply to this


    122

    You guys are obviously the stupid ones. He obviously spelled boredom that way on purpose. He is a creative person and he was being creative with the spelling. You guys are idiots.

  23. justsayin' says – reply to this


    123

    He's such a mediocre materialist thinker trying to come off as high and mighty… Why does the public buy his half-a**ed "art"?

  24. crazed says – reply to this


    124

    Sheez—he needs an editor if he wants to sound halfway literate. Hey Kanye, it's their not "there", losing not "loosing" and boredom not "board-um". Have someone proof your sh*t , will ya?

  25. tam says – reply to this


    125

    i saw him when he opened for the stones on the bigger badder bang let ya watch me on a big screen tour at gillette stadium. for a rapper, he is talented, i was amazed by his musical coordination - i was impressed. however, for grammar and spelling skills, he needs to get his nose out of the music chords and into the spelling and grammar chords.

  26. OXA says – reply to this


    126

    Different day same disgusting egomaniacal turd

  27. jennif says – reply to this


    127

    kanye might as well be illiterate. his grammar, spelling, and puncuation are terrible. sad that this is what some kids are looking up to.

  28. Hey Hey Hey says – reply to this


    128

    Good thing Kanye wasn't mad enough to challenge Bush to a spelling bee. Woulda made Bush look like Einstein.

  29. Tom says – reply to this


    129

    Who cares about his dead mother already. That was YESTERDAY'S news… The woman went home after surgery against the advice of her doctor. She should have stayed in the hospital. Get over it Kanye she's buried….

  30. Michele says – reply to this


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    He doesn't know the difference between their and there and he can't spell boredom. Sad that his mother was so educated and he's…well…

  31. WHATEVER says – reply to this


    131

    BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHB ALHHAKKABKAKABKALAHAKAJABAJ

  32. kim says – reply to this


    132

    it's easy for him to say as a rich man. fuck him. i hate him now.

  33. G Hog Killa says – reply to this


    133

    Ok so Kanye is gay?

  34. eedee says – reply to this


    134

    'Board um' was a joke obviously. But 'loosing' instead of 'losing' and 'there' instead of 'their'? Stick to music. You're a dolt.

  35. hawk517582 says – reply to this


    135

    Kanye did NOT intend to fake people out with his illiteracy. He IS illiterate. His priorities are skewered. He DOES care about his millions (and clothes). He basically killed his mother. She quit working at a university to move to Kanye's mansion(s). She got plastic surgery…which in the end killed her because of the obsessive love of money and thrills associated with it. Kanye is a dolt.

  36. Mat says – reply to this


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    "Finally" opening up? For crissakes - the guy has done NOTHING but talk about this for the past 3 months.

    STFU Kanye. Everybody loses someone they love at some point in their lives. All you're doing now is just using it as a promotional tool. That is so sad to pimp out your dead mother like that.

    You should be fucking ashamed.

  37. Aunty Ostrich says – reply to this


    137

    Losing your mum is an equal opportunity experience. When it happens to you, you will understand what it is that Kanye is saying how losing a parent is akin to moving to another planet.

  38. Lorraine says – reply to this


    138

    What a jerk, "white people chase money", what the hell you doin KANYE?? He is a self absorbed ass face who can't spell worth a shit. NEWS Im a poor white girl not chasing money, living happy, and I can spell.

  39. joven says – reply to this


    139

    Re: Lorraine – read it again stupid. you must be so uneducated. you made a mistake reading a blog. blah blah blah.

  40. Kan Ye Put Some K-Y On Your Totem Pole Before You Fuck My Booty Hole And I Take It All The Way? says – reply to this


    140

    Blah blah blah blah i'm on xtc again blah blah and blah blah blah i'm gay blah blah blah blah and blah blah i'm a bottom blah blah blah so hit it like King Kong blah blah blah blah blah….

  41. Missouri2 says – reply to this


    141

    Bord-um? Dude, you're mother got her PHD in something. Show your respect
    by not talking like a dum-AZ. Eduma-Kashun, my man.

  42. SAxlerod says – reply to this


    142

    Kanye is so right! I was taught and believe in the same logic. My parental unit is from old money, so I've been taught that "Money talks" but "Wealth Whispers". So I keep it on the low, really low. I've also found happiness not with money but with self. I've reached a great level of being "clear" and go through the day to day process of living life to the fullest.

  43. BATHOG says – reply to this


    143

    as the greatest internet poster ever born, i feel safe in saying that i am the best. fantastic actually. after setting the standard of quality for all of you i continue to surpass even myself with my cogent viewpoints on the issues of the day

  44. Smarter than most of you says – reply to this


    144

    Apparently, Kanye doesn't understand that you don't pursue Happiness, It's a choice people, not a destination.

  45. ashley says – reply to this


    145

    if any of ur dumbasses ever actually listened to his songs u would know that he makes those kinda of statements all the time…dumbasses…

  46. DANIELLO says – reply to this


    146

    YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SMART TO BE RICH!! Like your average celebrity, Kanye West does not seem to have progressed past the fourth grade in grammer. Just note the use of "there" in this sentence: "So many people talk about there investments or how much money they have …" Um, Kanye, it's "their." Why don't you sell a pinky ring and buy yourself a few courses at the local community college? The rich have absolutely NO excuse for ignorance, when EVERY avenue to knowledge is available to them!

  47. joven says – reply to this


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    Re: DANIELLO – bad grammer is the worst. oh wait. that word doesn't fucking exist. You are a moron. You must not have passed fourth grade. In case you don't fucking get it, it's spelled grammar.

  48. hawk517582 says – reply to this


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    ok, let me get this right, Kanye is brilliant and a great singer cuz he realizes 2 of u git it? SARCASM "cuz, i don't think uell git it." He's a fucking fool. He is stupid. He Is rolling around in the death of his mother for MONEY. MO MONEY! Many people have lost family members…and HIS, over Gottdanged physical improvements. He is making a mint over the death of his 45 year old mother, who did not have to die because she wanted?NEEDED a tummytuck breast reduction. Money kills. Own up, kanye, you fool. Money means nothing. If you were still in your roach infested apartment, you would be more alive and so would your moother. You might also learn that "2" shows stupidity, not "coolness."

  49. Michele says – reply to this


    149

    Did his mom ever teach him anything about getting his MONSTER ego under control?

  50. huh? says – reply to this


    150

    Kanye is gay? Congrats on finding the fabric, brother, and welcome into the fold. :)

  51. hanna says – reply to this


    151

    HE TRUELY IS FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  52. kanye says – reply to this


    152

    Kanye - I LOVED the flashing lights video!!

  53. Jessues says – reply to this


    153

    Forgive them lord for they know not what they say or do. In the name of Jesus! May he show you the mercy of not being perfect the way you have
    shown this man.

  54. Jessues says – reply to this


    154

    Forgive them lord for they know not what they do or say. May you have mercy on them. Show them the mercy they never showed this man. No
    one is perfect but god.

  55. fabris says – reply to this


    155

    Re: cc

    You have to read the true meaning of his sayings. it is a figure of sppeech, which is called a simile. And yes he is trying to let us know life is not good, hence the comparison .

  56. Wow says – reply to this


    156

    he can't spell for shit, but good luck to him.

  57. kiki says – reply to this


    157

    Enough with the sympathies! His mother died MONTHS ago. I don't know why we treat him like a 3 year old who just lost his mother. Kanye is 30 years old still trying to illicit sympathy for a botched plastic surgery operation that his mother elected to get after 2 other MD's told her that she wasn't healthy enough to get them. Cry me a river Kanye! By the way, his "music" SUCKS and is NOT original!

  58. sara V says – reply to this


    158

    ….he used the wrong "there" in "So many people talk about there investments " its "their" …
    ohhhh you celebrity bloggers and your faith in spell check. :(

  59. 'bout2losemymind says – reply to this


    159

    Kanye stinks! Just like all of the people that feel the necessity to point out peoples grammatical, and punctuaton errors. SO WHAT! If it was done on purpose or out of ignorance in the big picture of life does it really matter? He's rich and famous and you aren't. What are your short comings? God people, get a life!
    P.S. I don't care about my mistakes!!

  60. Brae says – reply to this


    160

    who the fuck cares???? that's what she gets for trying to transform her body!!!

  61. Brae says – reply to this


    161

    And wow! Somebody needs to take a trip BACK to high school english!!!!

  62. Bonster says – reply to this


    162

    I hate Kanye, I think he's an egotistical douchebag and there is nothing new or inventive about his music.

  63. Flavor says – reply to this


    163

    I Love Kanye West and cannot wait to go to his concert in May at the Palace of Auburn Hills, Michigan: that's where the Pistons play!!! Embrace Kanye, he deserves it….such a breath of fresh air…

  64. thanks says – reply to this


    164

    I find it hilarious how most of these people who commented on his "illiteracy" (which mind you, is not the correct word for his poor grammar) could only find the improper spelling of "board-um". Rather ironic that you people reading this are wasting your time (due to, BOREDOM) on commenting a bulletin KanYe will most likely NEVER see, about his bad grammar.
    People take deaths of loved ones differently, quit being an asshole.
    Sure I might have just made myself seem redundant, even a bit contradictory, but I don't care.

  65. Lori says – reply to this


    165

    There Their They're

  66. surviving pain give you an awareness that is beautiful says – reply to this


    166

    My heart goes out to you. Stay strong. Even in your times of loneliness, remember you deserve happiness. Celebrate your connection to your mother, by loving yourself, always. Peace. Thank you for being an example of grace and dignity.

  67. surviving pain giveS you an awareness that is beautiful says – reply to this


    167

    oops. better correct my words. so many obsessive (racist?) people on this site, quick to judge. but i refuse to capitalize (too lazy) or speak in non-fragments. sorry. i think the people tearing apart kanye have some other kind of issue with him–maybe hate black people or are homophobic and try to look for ways to associate clothing with sexuality–many ignorant statements about poor kanye.
    leave him alone. how would you feel if someone you loved died? one day it WILL be you. show some basic human respect. racist/homophobic people always think they can escape their own pathetic lives by senselessly attacking others. get help.
    love,
    straight, white girl who thinks oppression is a disease all around us…so we must keep ourselves in check…

  68. emilieie says – reply to this


    168

    still obsessed with money and fame. Kanye wouldn't know happiness if it slapped him in the face. I feel sorry for him.

  69. rey says – reply to this


    169

    man all your replies are a bunch of hater trash,
    who cares if his grammar sucks, he's a kick-ass producer which takes more talent and dedication than the 8 bit shit you listen to.
    and btw, maybe he was typing to his fans, not for an audience
    of elitist dipshits.
    I'm not a kanye fan,
    but haters suck. so
    suckit.
    btw, I'm sure he can afford microsoft wordcheck.

  70. ladyballs says – reply to this


    170

    whoa
    wow
    deep

  71. Crystal says – reply to this


    171

    If Kanye really wants to whine………..omg give me a break! He has more money than god and if he really understood the value it has he wouldn't say things like this. My father was murdered, and I raised my SELF from 15. I have made a decent life on my own. And make about 30g/yr. Which really isnt shit. How about he be generous to others who worked hard their whole life but were not blessed with a talent. Only a good strong work ethic instilled on my own. It pains me when the Uber Rich act like money doesnt matter, when to people like me it does, I would love a new car, but finances do not permit….So I go to work in my 20 yr old car and just make sure my son (12) gets what I didnt.

  72. KanyeNeedsSchooling says – reply to this


    172

    Mom obviously did not teach him to spell and proper grammar. I thought "Dr. West" was a professor?? Kanye's writing is shameful.

  73. Yesenia says – reply to this


    173

    it's their.. not there.
    its boredom not board-um.
    and while you're trying to be serious, it'd be nice if he used "to" instead of 2.. like he's texting or something.

    i really wish kanye knew how to spell & that his mother taught him how to speak and about proper english grammar.

    god he's an idiot. i feel bad that he lost his mom.. but seriously his "blog" sounds so insincere.

  74. Negrita says – reply to this


    174

    I lost my mother at an early age and it was the most difficult time of my life. You will not no what that feels like until it happens to you. Peace.

  75. Janie says – reply to this


    175

    He is an ugly, ignorant, uneducated thug!

  76. Amy says – reply to this


    176

    He has a big mouth and he doesn't know when to shut up! He may have a lot of money but he has NO class. He acts like a gangster!

  77. Kevin says – reply to this


    177

    He is stupid and uneducated.

  78. Rob says – reply to this


    178

    Don't want to be mean but man was she UGLY!

  79. Jon says – reply to this


    179

    Can't stand this idiot. He is so ignorant!

  80. Kris says – reply to this


    180

    I feel so embarrased for this guy. He is a stupid pathetic moron! He has NO talent! He belongs living in a ghetto because that is how he acts!

  81. I DON'T LIKE KANYE says – reply to this


    181

    Kanye is DUMB!!! Go back to school you retard!

  82. blah says – reply to this


    182

    everyone who honestly is talking shit about kanye
    you honestly are soo fuckin wackk. your wasting your time
    saying all this bs while hes makin songs and makin money.
    who gives a fuck if he cant spell. he still produces great songs.
    and if you dont like him or his music then why the fuck are you still on this page? get over yourself and die. seriously im pretty sure no one would care.

  83. jpg says – reply to this


    183

    he looks just like is mommy - UGLY!

  84. allie says – reply to this


    184

    he needs to go back to elementary school and learn to spell! His mom was a doctor - how the hell did she raise such an illiterate child? hmmm????? she's probably rolling over in her grave and thinking what an IDIOT he is!

  85. janie says – reply to this


    185

    Re: blah – HE IS SO IGNORANT AND STUPID!

  86. What the ??? says – reply to this


    186

    he is a moron.

  87. jpm says – reply to this


    187

    He is a very angry uneducated person - ghetto scum!

  88. Kanye Sucks says – reply to this


    188

    Re: blah – he is a waste of human life!

  89. as1 says – reply to this


    189

    Re: blah – he is a piece of ugly ass shit! IGNORANT!

  90. mO says – reply to this


    190

    You know what they say - you can take the kid out of the ghetto but you can't take the ghetto out of the kid. Kanye is an ignorant fuck!

  91. Kanye's mum blah blah blah says – reply to this


    191

    Her death wasn't 'tragic', she was having unecessary plastic surgery?!! She wasn't fighting in the war or something! Why did I have to hear about this random lady for weeks when she died, and am STILL hearing about it now?

  92. mack says – reply to this


    192

    He is an uncivilized, uneducated piece of trash.

  93. wtf says – reply to this


    193

    Kanye, why are you so angry all of the time? why can't you keep that big mouth of yours shut? why are you so ignorant? why don't you have any class? why are you so uneducated and stupid?

  94. Me says – reply to this


    194

    Somebody needs to teach the Kan some spelling and grammar!!

  95. guz says – reply to this


    195

    Just another example - Money does NOT buy class! Kanye is a classless idiot!

  96. THE IMMORTAL BATHOG says – reply to this


    196

    like i said when did kenya start hanging out with mike strahan of the new york giants?

  97. Racist Kanye Go Away! says – reply to this


    197

    I would never waste MY money on a racist pig such as Kanye West!

  98. No body you know says – reply to this


    198

    To all you racists out there I hope you burn in hell! You are just mean and
    evil! Better hurry the pit is getting hot for you. Bye, bye!

  99. Gene says – reply to this


    199

    Was it necessary for this black racist to say "…white people chase money …"????
    Maybe he can explain why his mother went to a butcher for her cosmetic operation when he could have provided the best medical attention available.

  100. Dumb american internet flamers says – reply to this


    200

    'BOARD-UM' IS A JOKE/ FOR FUN, IDIOTS…. AMERICANS CAN'T UNDERSTAND SUBTLE HUMOUR. REDNECKS.

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