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Kanye West is finally opening up about the tragic loss of his dear mother, the late Dr. Donda West.

The rapper took to his blog to chat with his fans about how his life is different after his mom's death.

Says Kanye:

"I don't do anything I don't love anymore… I loved the flashing lights vid so it didn't matter 2 me if someone one else didn't. While people chase money I pursue happiness. So many people talk about there investments or how much money they have but there's so many rich people who spend a lot of that trying 2 buy a piece of happiness. If there's anything my mom taught me is to enjoy life. I just recorded my first verse in the last 6 months 2 days ago at Bape's Studio in Japan. It felt good and I was inspired. I absolutely lost my mind (in a good way) on the new Glow in the Dark tour. The constant hours of creating helped me 2 keep from loosing my mind in a bad way. Chris Milk told me tragedy can produce great art and this is definitely true. I am a total mad man now, up till 3 am every night, trying 2 fight pain, board-um, and uncertainty with creativity. All that said, life is good….. good as finding the perfect fabric for a simple one button casual blazer with matching pants."

[Image via WENN.]

252 comments to “When Celebrities Blog”

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  1. lirpa says – reply to this


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    wow…someone needs some serious grammar and spelling lessons!

  2. Sara says – reply to this


    202

    His mother was an English professor. How ironic. I cannot believe that she did not teach him the proper use of the English language, and how to spell correctly.

  3. joven says – reply to this


    203

    Re: Gene – Read it again you fucking illiterate piece of shit. Does anyone else find it odd that there are a bunch of intolerant racists trolling around a gay latino's blog? And to the people who called Kanye a thug…. really???? You know thugs that wear balenciaga and go to Justice concerts and blog about furniture and architecture and rave about the latest bjork video. You must be from the fucking mean streets. You ignorant fucks just proved that race is still a big fucking issue in this country.

  4. My Balls Your Chin says – reply to this


    204

    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE
    KANYE WEST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT BLACK PEOPLE
    HIS "MUSIC" IS UNLISTENABLE

  5. douchenozzle says – reply to this


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    Re: joven
    Of course Kanye likes Bjork. They are both fooling a lot of people with their "talent." Did you have to look up the spelling of balenciaga? Don't they make purses??

  6. Me says – reply to this


    206

    when did that nasty ass dead thing become a doctor?

  7. Jo says – reply to this


    207

    Boy was his momma FUGLY!

  8. Kenny says – reply to this


    208

    Kanye is an ignorant racist pig!

  9. joven says – reply to this


    209

    Re: douchenozzle – You see… sometimes a brand will produce two different lines, one of women's clothing and accessories and one of men's clothing and accessories. Mind-blowing huh? It's a pretty new concept. It might not have reached your part of the woods yet. Your opinion that bjork and kanye are both untalented has nothing to do with my statement that kanye is not a thug because he does not talk about thuggish things or live a thug life. there is no need for me to rebut that.

  10. Cassie says – reply to this


    210

    He sounds like he's doing well! :)

  11. douchenozzle says – reply to this


    211

    Re: joven – In my neck of the woods we eat country bumpkin hick bitches like you for breakfast.

  12. Michael Clarke Duncan in Planet of the Apes says – reply to this


    212

    Can't we all just get along?
    Kanye must be gay if he is into fabric and and how many buttons are on his blazer. (Who the fuck wears a fucking BLAZER anyway??) Anus-sweat.

  13. Mike Myers says – reply to this


    213

    Only a thug would let his mother go to a storefront plastic surgeon. He must carry a lot of guilt for that. I still hate his music and he seems like an egotistical, mama's boy Class A ass-hat.
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG
    KANYE WEST IS A THUG

  14. joven says – reply to this


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    Re: douchenozzle – I was born and raised in L.A., but I'm glad that someone is eating country bumpkins hick bitches. I'm sick of seeing those fucking transplants come to my city in their Ed Hardy/Affliction shirts acting like they know what's going on.

  15. douchenozzle says – reply to this


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    Re: joven – You sound more like someone from Riverside. What are you wearing right now, fuzzy slippers and a strap-on?

  16. joven says – reply to this


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    Re: douchenozzle – haha no. not riverside. i don't own a flat iron so i can't legally go that far east. i'm guessing you're from orange county though. just a feeling.

  17. jimmyjazz says – reply to this


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    THIS IS SAD. HIS MOM DIED…AND AS I SCROLL DOWN….IF I SEE THAT PEOPLE HAVE USED THIS SPACE TO MAKE RACIST OR OTHER TASTELESS COMMENTS…..I'M GOING TO BE VERY DISAPPOINTED.

  18. Robert Downey, Jr. says – reply to this


    218

    Re: jimmyjazz – So fucking what if you're diappointed?

  19. douchenozzle says – reply to this


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    Re: joven – You got me, bitch! That's hot! Let's meet at Club Douche and compare dicks. And bring my fucking flatiron. Now, back to your strap on.

  20. MY OH MY says – reply to this


    220

    YOU MUST BE VERY DISAPPOINTED THEN.

  21. orphan93 says – reply to this


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    Anybody defending this idiot…"oh, you don't get it, he meant to be stupid." Jesus. The guy can't spell, puncuate, or make a coherent sentence. And he is suppossed to be a spokesman? He milked his mother's horrendous plastic surgery death. Yeah, I can relate to that (if my median income is at LEAST a quarter million yearly). This bastard still rakes in bucks because assholes think he is SO intelligent and SINCERE. This fucker is an IDIOT. He can't spell, can;t write, can't do shiat….people that buy him buy britney, whoever the other idiots are making NO music. Name ONE fucking song in the past ten years that moved you. Kanye cares about MONEY. I'm sure he's upset that he caused his mother's death. He did. She quit her intelligence chasing to meet his "I'll get you a tummytuck, MaMa."

  22. bambi says – reply to this


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    Re: darthice – unless you meant your comment to be a joke, i would suggest you learn grammar and proper word composition before i would criticize someone else…i do agree than Mr. West needs to learn how to compose a sentence correctly; however, he has plenty of money to hire a private tutor.

  23. j says – reply to this


    223

    Come out Kanye!

  24. orphan93 says – reply to this


    224

    So, are you defending his IQ0, or what? Kanye is just smooth. The guy killed his mother. She might have died years later, but, Kanye's "i can buy you everything now, actually killed her before, let's live like humans nbefore this. I still can't understand this …If you can't understand people get stupid and die… This has NOTHING to do with race… how can you defend these stupid whatevers? Punctuation and shiat…DOES have to do with you have a brane. Now, Several will go, "they went BRANE", my fucker…If yopu did'nt know black from white, who would you back?…although, still, people that can;t spell or pubnctuate, kiss their illiterate asses goodbye. Have half a brain. Including Stupid Ignorant I'm an Asshole How stupid can you be to think people follow you? How ignorant are people? Pretty Fucking, as I see it. You bastards that think it means nothing….you've learned nothing…you think …GOD Damned…Grow A Brain..

  25. Liz says – reply to this


    225

    holycrap. Homeboy needs to learn how to write. Public school certainly failed him.

  26. ? :| says – reply to this


    226

    Re: marc – OMG. WOW….like..who dropped u when you were a baby :| .. go pray sweetie!

  27. Jessues says – reply to this


    227

    Oh, hell to the no! You people are nuts! Fucking racists! You are jealous because he made it. How dare you call his mother ugly. What does your mother look like? Bet she is real proud of of you. How did she become a
    PH.d she went to school fool! I swear all you bastards who are racist and saying mean things about his writing are just plain stupid! Jealous??
    But, don't worry baby god got something to put up all your arse Lucifer
    is waiting for you. Oh, btw all the people that talk shit about a dead person
    and said person god is writing down and taking names. Remember, when you go to sleep. Prey you wake up. Because he works in strange ways. Someday you will lose a loved one. May god show you the mercy you never showed this man. Burn in hell bastards!

  28. hot mess says – reply to this


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    "So many people talk about there investments " and some people need help with THEIR grammar… he's a total douche bag. acts as if he's the only person in the world to have ever lost a parent. ( yes, i have) where's his dad?

  29. cass says – reply to this


    229

    its internet talk you freaks.
    in real life he probably wouldn't spell it that way.
    gosh, i feel bad he lost his moma.
    i dont know what id do without my mom.

  30. krazihottkelli/bitchygrl says – reply to this


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    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    Kanye, I luv y'r muzic..u r
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    so great. I know how u feel and
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    I want u 2 know that y'r mom can vizit
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    y'r dreamz and itz a real vizit..give her time
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    zhe'll be there 4 U..azk her to come to you…
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    itz that simple…take care..love/prayerz kelli
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  31. stephanie says – reply to this


    231

    BOARD-UM!
    genius, kanye!

  32. dom dos says – reply to this


    232

    Re: marc – wowww you're a racist prickkk!

  33. Gene says – reply to this


    233

    Re: joven
    It was a quote; you moron (and by the way, nice language). So why was it necessary for this OTHER moron to use race to make some obscure point. KANYE WEST IS A RACIST
    Oh, thats right, black people can't be racists.

  34. vs says – reply to this


    234

    What's wrong with the world mama?
    People living like aint got no mamas
    I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
    Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
    Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
    But we still got terrorists here livin
    But if you only have love for your own race
    Then you only leave space to discriminate
    And to discriminate only generates hate
    And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
    Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
    And that's exactly how anger works and operates
    You gotta have love just to set it straight
    Take control of your mind and meditate
    Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all
    It just ain't the same all ways have changed
    New days are strange is the world the insane?
    If love and peace so strong
    Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
    Nations dropping bombs
    Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
    With ongoing suffering
    As the youth die young
    So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
    So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
    With this world that we living in
    People keep on giving in
    Makin wrong decisions
    only visions of them livin and
    Not respecting each other
    Deny thy brother
    The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
    The truth is kept secret
    Swept under the rug
    If you never know truth
    Then you never know love
    Most of us only care about money makin
    Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction

  35. Cath. says – reply to this


    235

    maybe Kanye should learn how to speak gramatically correct?
    he's lucky no one that listens to rap really cares about grammar mistakes…

  36. geddalife says – reply to this


    236

    what a bleepin' hypocrite!!!

    sure!! white people are the only ones that worship money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    he just buried himself for me….i liked him, and sympathized with his loss, but
    that comment is just so unfair………………………

  37. geddalife says – reply to this


    237

    oops, i owe kanye an apology!

    I thought he said WHITE people chase money, not while people chase money…i should have known better….and as to his spelling, who cares!
    and he won't be over the death of his mother, which is not diminished at all by the fact that the reason had to do with plastic surgery…still very sad………

  38. prasert himmamalaichantaparop says – reply to this


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    the comment number 205 just explains everything that i was gonna say. please read comment number 205 for the better of mankind.

    ppl need to be more tolerant, man… "board-um" is just another wordplay that this dude uses and he does this shit on most of his songs.

  39. Me says – reply to this


    239

    It's a BLOG you dumb assholes!! I'm pretty sure that man knows how to spell. Shut the fuck up, damn! It is not like he's writing a damn essay for school, so get off his dick! If you don't like him then don't comment on shit about him. I can't stand you fucking haters. And to tommu or whatever their name is who said it's his fault his mother died because of his money….you just shut the fuck up. Stupid asses. Anywho, hey Perez!

  40. Niloo says – reply to this


    240

    he cant spell for shit and has horrible grammer. He doesnt know the difference between their and there and apparrently he thinks too is the number 2, losing instead of loosing, and board-um? i mean come on are you serious??? how can you be a lyricist, one who needs put words together to make a living, and cant even put a complete sentence together? what is wrong with our country??? Its filled with and ran by a bunch of incompotent retards.

  41. Lulu says – reply to this


    241

    He should spend some of his time perhaps getting some education and learning to spell and express himself better. So sad to see the ignorant, be it a so called musical artist or athelete get so rich.

  42. Chari says – reply to this


    242

    Wasn't his mom an educator? How sad that he doesn't know correct grammar, or spelling! UGH, don't blog without a proofreader!!

  43. Nicole says – reply to this


    243

    Aw I Love You Kanye! I really hope things get better for him,he is such a smart man…I`m sure that something good will come out of this.
    Oh and #13 Your fucking dumb…and because your too dumb too understand the intelligence of his Blog, I think you should take your retarded ass comments and shove em` up your ass! Fuck people are stupid these days!!

  44. TonyD says – reply to this


    244

    Love his music, hate his whining, touched by his love for his mom. Peace!

  45. facingdawn says – reply to this


    245

    I love the creativity that has come from Kanye. But I will never buy another thing that has his name on it. As the mother of a multi-racial child, I refuse to endorse bigotry of any kind. And this man is a racist.

  46. TG says – reply to this


    246

    Once you Have MONEY - it is easy to pursue happiness - so I'm happy that Kanye can do that now. It's a shame MORE people with MONEY don't think that way.
    But what if you are POOR.

  47. justagirl says – reply to this


    247

    i love this guy lol
    kanye u said it all!!!
    im glad that ur using this healing process as a source of creativity
    cant wait for ur new songs to come out! =D

  48. sgbpwqf mcqlwep says – reply to this


    248

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  49. elle says – reply to this


    249

    People talking shit about kanye are ignorant- for lack of a better word.

    That is the best you can attack him on? A few mispelled words? Most of the people who visit this site are idiots and whoever left a negative post regarding kanye I'm sure went back and read their comment to check for mistakes- maybe kanye didn't proofread like the rest of you studious and educated cunts. He obviously said "board-um" on purpose bc he plays board games when he finds himself bored.

    Don't be jealous that your mom doesn't care about you the way Kanye's mother did for him and vice versa. Resolve your childhood issues that are causing you to hate more fortunate people and for you to think that it is abnormal for Kanye to still be mourning for his mother.

    I just came back from his tour and he raised the bar. I hope he never stops making music!

  50. fuck kanye says – reply to this


    250

    Re: vs
    Your rhymes suck monkey balls. It must take real talent to start off rhyming mama with mamas. Wow, you must help Kanye write his lyrics cause he rhymes hoes with hoes. Your a loser just like him.

  51. tee says – reply to this


    251

    why do people feel the need to hate on the KING KANYE,his music is smart, intellgent, he actually cares about something like a dream instead of flashy things.the person that said poor Kanye need to look in the mirror and say that to his self.Poor and Kanye in the same sentence is funny.Kanye is greatness, don't hate cause your not that great.Check out his tour and then shit up.kanye is on his game and always been, i respect him and always been.LOVE YOU KANYE oNE DAY WILL DO MEANING MUSIC TOGETHER..

  52. TEE says – reply to this


    252

    ANOTHER THING KANYE WEST IS NOT RACIST AMERICA AS BEEN FOR A LONG TIME.DON'T HATE IF HE TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU.HIS LYRICS ARE FULL OF LOGIC.ANYTIME 8/26 "KATRINA" HAPOPENED AND THE GOVERNMENT DID NOTHING, KANYE WEST IS RIGHT GEOREG BUSH DON'T LIKE BLACK PEOPLE SO EAT AND ACCEPT THE REALITY.SO MANY PEOPLE SET IN DENIAL.KANYE KEEP INSPIRING ME TO BECOME THE BEST I CAN…

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