This might be one of the more alarming things Michelle Rodriguez has ever said.
A new clip from the brunette beauty's appearance in the controversial documentary The Reality of Truth was recently released, and in it the actress opens up about Paul Walker's death.
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The gorgeous gal confessed she was having a tough time coping, saying:
"I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being like an animal. Like, what could I do physically to just get my mind off of existentialism, get my mind off how transient life is and how we just come here and we can disappear at any moment?"
The actress explained that one of the things she did to take her mind off the tragic loss of her Fast & Furious costar was to go under the influence of a psychedelic plant called Ayahuasca.
The 37-year-old said her experience with the drug actually made her realize she was jealous that the late actor died before she did, adding: