Our hearts break for Shannen Doherty.
In an exclusive interview set to air Monday on Entertainment Tonight, Shannen became extremely emotional when discussing her breast cancer diagnosis. The actress first went public with her disease last year.
Video: Shannen Talks Cancer With Dr. Oz
Despite all the support from her husband, former costars, and loved ones, the actress admits to experiencing dark thoughts as her intense battle rages on.
According to the Charmed alum, she's more hesitant than ever to look towards the future:
"It's hard. I started thinking that I wasn't going to live… I don't look past today."
So sad. At least the beauty is treasuring every day and moment as she continues her brave fight.
In another heart-wrenching statement, S.D. confesses:
"I don't know if I'll ever look like me again."
What a hard thing to hear. We bet it was extremely difficult for Doherty to shave her head — not to mention the physical toll cancer takes on one's body is simply horrific.
As for moving forward, the brave gal is doing her best to maintain a positive attitude:
"I want to believe that if I fight, I'm gonna be OK."
Aww. We really hope you end up okay too, Shannen. We're rooting for you!
Check out the snippet (below)!