Evelyn Lozada is totally over her ex-hubby Chad Johnson.
But that doesn't mean she can't still want closure.
"I haven't spoken to Chad, we can't – we have a 'no contact' clause, but I hear things. He recently did an interview on ESPN and I saw clips of it but it wasn't easy to watch because he is still wearing his wedding ring, and says he still wants to be married. I moved out, I took my clothes and I never looked back. I never went back to the house to pack my stuff, I had someone pack it, and I pretty much moved on with my life."
She did exactly what she should have done because that's what you should do after your spouse head butts you during an argument.
Chad clearly wants her back, but knows he messed up and is at least respecting her by keeping his distance.
But that's not how it has to be forever.
"He hasn't tried to speak to me directly and I don't think he is going to risk his freedom, I also don't think it would be good for us. At some point a conversation needs to take place, I have questions about everything and that will happen when it's supposed to happen. I would definitely like to sit down and talk to him down the road – I would just really like to get up in his head and ask, 'Why?'
Obviously he wasn't thinking, but as a woman, there are certain things I needed closure with like why he cheated? It is hard for me to wrap my head around why someone would put everything at risk. But I am not a man either so I don't get that at all. Obviously that is wrong, I feel like we were both a lesson to each other, I have learned so many things… things that I will never tolerate again."
She seems to really have her head in a good place!
She knows what she wants and what she needs.
Do you, gurl!
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