Nigella Lawson isn't proud of her admitted drug use but she is doing what she feels is right.
She is okay with letting all of this personal information get out because, though she has used drugs, she's not some sort of crank fiend.
"I would rather be honest and ashamed… not bullied with lies."
As you know by now, she took the stand in the court case involving her ex-husband Charles Saatchi and her two former personal assistants the Grillo sisters, Francesca, 35, and Elisabetta, 41.
When Nigella took the stand and the defense in the case accused her of lying about her drug use, she said: