Andi Dorfman's time with The Bachelor/ette franchise was far from a fairytale.
For her new memoir, It's Not Okay, the reality TV star opened up about her relationship with her ex-fiancé, Josh Murray, after the cameras stopped rolling. Tell us more!
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As you may recall, Miz Dorfman met the dashing financial advisor during her 2014 stint on The Bachelorette where she eventually accepted his proposal. On her romance with Josh, Andi noted during a recent interview:
"I don't usually let my emotions get the best of me… I was 100 percent sure I'd spend my life with him."
However, once the twosome left the show and started their life in Atlanta, GA things began to fall apart. In fact, the brunette beauty started journaling about her TV experiences and described her relationship as "the most volatile and f*cked up relationship" of her life.
Whoa. We can only imagine this therapeutic journaling helped the former assistant district attorney pen her book.
In one passage, Andi revealed that she dealt with some verbal and emotional abuse from her former flame. In regards to her highly publicized liaison with Nick Viall during the show, Andi revealed that she first told Josh she didn't have sex with Nick because Josh said they'd be done if she did.
Eventually she revealed the truth to Josh, and it affected her relationship greatly. She wrote:
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