As we mentioned earlier, Michelle Duggar tragically suffered a miscarriage earlier this month.
The family held a memorial for the 20th Duggar child where they showed pictures of the unborn baby while Michelle read a letter aloud that she had written to little Jubilee.
A little disturbing? Sure.
But even more so, in the audio clip (above), Michelle sounds oddly upbeat as she reads the words she had written to her child. Listen above.
And to read a transcript of the letter, click AFTER THE JUMP.