During the 20th season of The Bachelor, Olivia Caridi was made to look like the villain.
As the episodes aired, the blonde beauty was called "crazy" both onscreen and off as we watched her storyline edited to display some kooky and questionable behavior.
We watched the gorgeous gal's fellow contestants tear into her during Women Tell All. We witnessed the journalist get dumped in front of millions of people.
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The 23-year-old has already admitted that she was embarrassed by some of her scenes, but now she's telling Page Six that the time between January and March "was a really dark time" for her.
The ABC alum revealed that she received hurtful messages online from anonymous bullies that said:
"You're the worst person, ever. You should die. No one would miss you.”
Wow. That's so horrible.
The TV personality even admitted that the humiliation and the attacks that followed her televised attempt to woo Ben Higgins made her feel suicidal, confessing:
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We're still in shock over Lex McAllister's death.
After the news came out that the former Bachelor star took her own life, many people came forward to show their support. Unsurprisingly, Lex's once object of affection Jake Pavelka also shared his grief.
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Taking to Twitter, the season five star had nothing but lovely things to say about McAllister. Even though J.P. eliminated the beauty within the first week, he clearly respected the late Ohio native.
Check out Jake's touching post (below):
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What another sad loss for Bachelor Nation.
Just three years after Bachelor alum Gia Allemand hung herself, another former contestant Lex McAllister is reported to have committed suicide.
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According to authorities, last Saturday Lex was found close to death at her apartment in Ohio after ingesting a copious amount of pills. While the beauty was alive upon arriving at the hospital, her body soon began to shut down. Sadly, McAllister's family made the decision to take her off life support on Tuesday morning.
The blonde's loved ones also revealed she struggled with depression and bi-polar disorder. So unfortunate.
For those who don't remember, L.M. was a contestant on Jake Pavelka's popular season but was eliminated after the first week. Despite the disappointment, Lex seemed to do well after leaving the show and often posted upbeat photos to her Instagram.
Take a look at the former reality star's last message on social media (below):
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