Oh man, you know this had to be rough.
Big brother to Whitney Houston, Michael was usually referred to as the late great's twin for how much time they spent together.
Always getting into the same things, they also inevitably did drugs together after Michael brought them into her life.
Watch a sneak peek of Oprah's interview with him and Cissy to get a chilling First Look at the pain he feels.
And don't forget to watch it all on OWN, January 28 @ 10/9c!!