"I don't even know if I would forgive him. Just because of what he did."
Her husband, Farhan Kahn, also agrees that his brother-in-law's terrible actions can't possibly be justified, adding:
"With what he did, no. What he did to his own family, to his daughter, to our family, to the innocent people there — no. I wouldn't forgive him."
Saira was in complete disbelief when she learned her family members were responsible for the senseless shooting, saying:
"I can never imagine my brother or my sister-in-law doing something like this. Especially because they were happily married, they had a beautiful 6-month-old daughter. It's just mind boggling why they would do something like this."
Saira wondered if she could have possibly prevented the terrible tragedy, reflecting: