We're so glad she's now doing well!
As we reported in March, Holly Madison penned a tell-all memoir called Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny where she details her nightmarish life at the Playboy Mansion.
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Well, we are now hearing details of how tragic her stay truly was!
While many assume the now 35-year-old lived a glamorous life, the Oregon native depicts the mansion as a place of drama, backstabbing, and despair.
"Everyone thinks that the infamous metal gate was meant to keep people out. But I grew to feel it was meant to lock me in."
Her depression began spiraling out of control when she began developing self-esteem and body issues that made her get a nose job.
However, even with cosmetic surgery, her sadness fully consumed her.
In 2002, the blonde beauty recalls lying a bathtub and seriously thought about ending her life.
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