19 Kids And Counting Star Derick Dillard Causes Uproar With Video Of Him Purposely Trying To Run Over A Cat While Sledding!
PETA is not going to be happy about this!
He captioned the clip:
We feel so awful that she's feeling so down.
And it was long and full of sorrow.
"Sad pupils are beautiful too…humans. We Looooove to feel sorry for ourselves don't we…i've read we are one of the only species (among dolphins, pigs, some primates) that have sex for pleasure, but I would bet we are the ONLY creatures that put ourselves thru pain for please. How many times have you laid in bed and cried when the sun is out shining. Your loved ones are out laughing, and there are thousands of brilliant books to be read…but CHOOSE to lay in a bed and indulge yourself in sadness. Today I am choosing to be that selfish human. There's nothing I want more than to lay and drown this pillow in my tears & think about all my shoulda, coulda, wouldas.
I keep asking why would the world take my sweet boy from me?I'm just a baby myself…I depend on my mother still. She is the one at the end of the day I want to hold me when I'm sad, scared, lonely. Her one job in this world is to eel me out of harms way…I was Floyd's mommy. I don't know when the regret and the guilt will fade. I don't know if it ever will."
Miley went on to express how she feels responsible for the loss of her best friend, and how she can't help but feel she let him down. She wrote:
"I feel like I let my boy down. My job was to protect him and I'm not a person that takes failure lightly…Today is one of those days where I can't open the curtains to see the sun…open the windows to hear the world going on around me because to be honest I hate the fact that the world's still spinning. I want it to stop…I want everyone's heart to break the way my heart is breaking.
No matter how much I cry or beg of 'god' to wake me up from this nightmare, it is what it is (at least that's what everyone keeps reminding me). There's no waking up from reality so today I am being a helplessly hopeless human & I'm ok with that."
We know, when one loses someone, it's easy to feel like there was something you could've done to save the lost one, but unfortunately tragic accidents like this happen all the time.
It is healthy to grieve, but we hope Miley is able to turn those painful and hurting feelings she's experiencing into a kind of fuel for her own work and for her life. It may also help ease the grieving process.
Plus we think Floyd would want Miley to feel better! And a part of him will always be inside Miley - no one can take that away from her.
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