Joy Bryant Reveals She Was Born As The Result Of A Sexual Assault — ‘Because She Didn’t Matter, I Didn’t Matter To Her’

Joy Bryant

Sexual violence has impacted Joy Bryant‘s life in many more ways than one.

Although the Parenthood star has her own #MeToo stories — in the latest Lenny Letter, the 43-year-old revealed she was born as the result of her mother being sexually assaulted.

The New York native penned:

“├óΓé¼┬ªThere’s hard work that needs to be done to eradicate this ├óΓé¼╦£pandemic’ of sexual violence against women, especially those who are not famous. I thought about my own experiences of abuse, assault and harassment, pre-fame and post-fame. The male babysitter when I was five, the male photographer in my early twenties, the male studio executive a few years ago. Yeah, me too.”

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She went on:

“And in my acknowledgment of common cause with the countless women coming forward in Hollywood and beyond, I thought about my mother, Joyce. Yeah, her too. On October 18, 1974, Joyce gave birth to me. not in love but in shame, after hiding her pregnancy from my grandmother for six months. I am the product of a 15-year-old girl and an older man she knew. It doesn’t matter how or why or when. It happened, and with both my mother and my father dead, I’ll never know the specifics.”

The former model emotionally wrote how her mother wasn’t able to be the mom Joy needed because of treatment, or lack there of, as a victim:

“What matters is that no one protected her before or after. What matters is that my mother was the one who was shamed. What matters is that my father ruined her life just as it was blossoming. What matters is she was trapped in a trauma she could never escape, a trauma that prevented her from being the mother I needed her to be. What matters is that she didn’t matter. And because she didn’t matter, I didn’t matter to her.”

She continued:

“For years, the silence between us was so loud, I had to cover my hears. I never knew who my mother was as a woman. I never heard her story from her. She never let me in. I never asked. I didn’t know how. Neither did she. So my experience of my mother was based on how she treated me, what I heard, and what I saw, most of which was far from nurturing and kind.”

Joy then addressed the allegations to storm over Hollywood the past month:

“The recent outing of Harvey Weinstein, Louis C.K., and many others have been shocking in its existence. Women have long been victimized by the evil that men do, especially men in power. Men who rule with iron fists, limp dicks, and egos as big as the sky. To see woman after women lift up her voice in a #MeToo clarion of solitary and acknowledgement of the pervasive abuse that we’ve experienced is liberating on the one hand and sobering on the other. It’s comforting to know that you’re not alone;. But goddamn ├óΓé¼ΓÇ¥ who hasn’t been abused, harassed, assaulted, or traumatized?”


Joy finished her essay by revealing how she’s come to accept her mother’s story:

“[My mother’s] story is one of stolen innocence and lost potential, a record of pain spun on a never ending loop. Her story is sadly the story of so many. It’s taken years of therapy for me to begin to understand who I am and why I am. And because of that, I’ve come to understand who and why mother was, better than I could when she was alive. But on my birthday this year, I accepted my mother’s story as part of my own. It always was and always will be.”

Wow. What a powerful share. Thank you, Joy.

[Image via FayesVision/WENN.]

Nov 15, 2017 4:11pm PDT

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