Cassie wasn’t just mentally scarred by Diddy’s “freak-offs.” She suffered “painful” medical conditions, too.
On Wednesday, the 38-year-old took the stand once again at Diddy’s New York trial, where she opened up about the medical toll participating in the “freak-offs” had on her:
“I had a lot of stomach issues and gastrointestinal issues from taking drugs.”
During day one of her testimony on Tuesday, Cassie revealed she took ecstasy, ketamine, GHB — aka the date rape drug, marijuana, and/or mushrooms during her sexual encounters with Diddy and his hired escorts. It sounds like she was blitzed out of her mind to get through it all!
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On Wednesday, she continued:
“I couldn’t imagine myself doing any of that without having some sort of buffer or a way to not feel the way it really was, which was emotionless and sex with a stranger who I didn’t want to have sex with.”
So, so awful.
She testified that she would get “frequent” urinary tract infections (UTIs) because the encounters were “back-to-back.” And when she had one, she was still expected to participate:
“I was doing a ‘Freak-Off’ with an infection.”
Oh god! So painful! She tried to remedy the infections with cranberry juice, pills, and other treatments but claimed they didn’t work after such frequent use. She called the situation “a mess.” The pregnant mother added:
“[It was] really painful for a long time. I actually can’t believe I dealt with that.”
Reflecting on having sex with an active UTI, she said it was “horrible” and “the most uncomfortable, burning” sensation, adding “I would not advise it.”
The Me & U singer also revealed she developed “sores” on her tongue because of all the substances she would come into contact with during “freak-offs,” including baby oil.
So incredibly disturbing.
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