James Van Derk Beek’s widow is remembering him on the three-month anniversary of his death.
On Tuesday, Kimberly Van Der Beek took to Instagram to memorialize her husband three months after he tragically died of colorectal cancer:
“Yesterday was three months since we lost @vanderjames. To say I’m heartbroken is a severe understatement. Words just don’t capture what grief is. The comforts of shock have worn off. The reality is settling in… and I miss him. We all miss him.”
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It’s insane to think it’s already been three months… But despite his physical absence, Kimberly says she can still feel him and actually knows him “more deeply” now than ever before:
“Yet, there is a different kind of magic in the air. I feel him. I know him more deeply. My conscious connection to God has deepened. The veils of the universe have thinned. And I trust that this is the path me and my family have always been intended to walk.”
Awww. That’s so lovely. She went on to thank fans for their support:
“The outpouring of support has been tremendous. It’s held our family in the most beautiful of ways. You all went absolutely above and beyond anything I could have ever expected in supporting us and honoring James. I am deeply grateful.”
The mourning widow left off:
“There is so much more to share here. And in time — I will.”
See her carousel of beautiful family photos featuring James and their six children (below):
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Our hearts remain with the Van Der Beeks!
[Images via Kimberly Van Der Beek/Instagram]



