Courtney Love is opening up about a terrifying brush with death.
Over the weekend, the late Kurt Cobain’s ex-wife took to Instagram to talk about new music — and in doing so, revealed she “almost died” during a secret health crisis in 2019:
“I’m going to get off social and stuff because I’ve got to do some analog stuff for a few weeks. A lot of you are asking where my record is at. It’s done, my record is done. It’s kind of been done. It’s a really good record, I put a lot into it.”
She went on to reveal she went to England seven years ago, and while there, fought a very serious illness:
“I went to England in 2019, and when I went there, my body just exploded. I was in hospitals a lot, I almost died. I lost all my hair, I was about 100 pounds, and they told me I was going to die.”
OMG! That’s terrifying!
The Doll Parts singer recalled not believing the doctors partially due to a childhood memory:
“I didn’t believe them. When I was a kid, and I think this record is about this, I used to like, pattern-interrupt the adults, and they’d tell me ‘red.’ They’d say ‘red was blue,’ and then I’d see blue, but blue was blue. So now that I gaslight myself that maybe, maybe they were right and red was blue, and then I would see purple, and my head would explode. Like f**king cope with that s**t, right? I think some of you can relate to that.”
She continued:
“And then, anyway, I never really lost my ability to see that f**king red was red, despite them telling me that ‘red was blue.’ And so when they said you’re gonna die, I just didn’t believe them.”
What an incredibly abstract story! But we’re glad it helped Courtney remain strong in her fight for her life!
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The rocker did not disclose the cause of her illness, but claimed she “somehow” healed:
“I’m healthy, which is amazing.”
She went on to urge fans to be patient about new music:
“I’m just figuring how to roll things out. Things are great right now … I will be back, I wasn’t public about being sick. I don’t want to be public about being sick. You know, I’m fine now.”
In her caption, Courtney added more details about the upcoming record:
“When I made it, I believed this was my last record so I made the record I always wanted to make. I was in the hospital mostly but when I wasn’t all I did was write & record it. I want to tour more than anything. & I want to sing. I’m not going to tell people red is blue anymore. Thank you for giving me the grace I need to prepare how to enter the world again.”
Hear her talk more about it (below):
We’re so glad Courtney is OK now!
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[Images via Courtney Love/Instagram]