Amber Heard has some harsh words for Johnny Depp — most of which he’s apparently never heard before!
A scathing, unsent email that was allegedly written by the Aquaman star in 2013 was read aloud in a UK court on Monday as part of the closing arguments for The Sun, who is being sued by the actor for dubbing him a “wife-beater” in a 2018 article.
We’ve already heard some shocking, embarrassing, and downright disturbing claims being made from both sides during this blockbuster trial, and the UK paper certainly saved the worst for last.
According to their lawyer, Sasha Wass, the email was drafted by Heard two years before her wedding to Depp, but she never ended up sending it. In the angry message, Heard accused Johnny of being “false goods”; presenting himself as a sober, mature man when they met before slowly unveiling his allegedly true identity as a “needy man-child” who soiled himself during benders and left others to clean up his “s**t, vomit, and puke” like “a baby.”
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Amber wrote:
“I just don’t know if I can do this anymore. It’s like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. Half of you, I love. Madly. The other half scares me. I can’t take him. I wish I could, but I can’t. The problem is, I never really know/understand which one I’m dealing with until it’s too late. The drinking assures me that I am dealing with the monster. The abused scared insecure violent little boy. I just can’t tell where the line starts.”
She continued:
“Also, drugs seem to guarantee I will be forced to deal with the monster as well. Once again, it’s knowing what/how much/and when – which makes all the difference. Sometimes the hangover, the morning after is just as bad as the full on disco blood bath I’ve come to expect.”
“Disco blood bath.” Wow.
Heard went on to categorize those in Depp’s life who she felt were enabling his allegedly unhealthy habits, continuing:
“You live in a world full of enablers. You cut out and resent (whether you realize it or not) everyone who isn’t an enabler. I can make a clear distinction as to who falls into which category with complete ease. Just how often you see them and what role they play in your day-to-day life distinguishes where they fall on the enabling scale. I watch yesterday as everyone around you picked you up off the floor, held you up. Got you on with your life. Prevented you from really falling. With so much help, of course you can’t know how much this hurts you and your life. Because you pay people around you to prevent your feet from having to hit the rock bottom, as they say. Yesterday, I saw you pass out, amongst vomiting, three times. All three times Jerry had [to] carry you from the floor. On the plane Nathan mentioned how many times he’s had to break into locked doors to wake you up, after passing out on the toilet.”
Describing how “embarrassing” it was for her to watch the Pirates of the Caribbean star in such a dysfunctional state, the letter continued:
“You would have embarrassed yourself countless times if someone would be honest enough with you to tell you. To show you. If someone filmed you while you were in this state you would be mortified. It’s embarrassing just watching it happen. You can’t know because people (friends?) keep smiling to your face and then turning their heads and rolling their eyes at how ridiculous they feel and look picking a grown man up from his own puke and vomit, knowing he’ll never be able to realize how bad he looks. Hung over – post pills is not much better. You’re mean and insensitive…. I myself watched you pass out cold on the floor, after drinking yourself sick. One of these times you cut yourself so badly that you needed stitches.”
Hmm… could this be why Amber sent Johnny a picture of himself passed out with ice cream spilled on his lap and called it “pathetic”? Did she consider it showing him tough love??
She added:
“A real man doesn’t need to be cared for like a baby. What I saw last night was a child. You made me feel, at the beginning, safe. Like you could care for me. Like I could have a family with you. You made me feel like you were a real man – that was only half of you. What I saw yesterday, and many times before, is a needy man-child. I watch as other grown men have to wipe you, basically. And you get the convenient benefit of never having to remember it. That’s nice. For you.”
Amber then argued that Johnny is surrounded by so many enablers that he believes his own fabrications — including, according to Amber, that she “hit” him “first.”
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She wrote:
“So you get away with so many lies that you tell yourself. You actually trick yourself into thinking the craziest lies when you’re f**ked up and because your [sic] so accustomed to people NOT calling you out on your bulls**t (they work for you — hello) that you actually believe your s**t. (Need a reference, how about when you actually thought I hit you first. Or that I was hiding drugs — the list goes on). Admit some of your own s**t first. Many times you have hurt me. Physically and emotionally from the things you say and did while f**ked up. The monster comes out and you become mean and horrible. The opposite of why I love you. And what I am to do? How would you be if you were in love with one person who was in fact, two? Both you, the love of my life, and the monster look the same. How f**king confused I feel.”
Comparing marrying the actor to being sold “false goods,” she concluded:
“I am mad. So mad. How would you feel if you were sold false goods?? I fell for you while you were sober. A whole year. How could I know this lay in store for me? How dare you make me fall in love with you, present this other self – your good half – only to rip the mask off once I was in?! I feel like the biggest idiot in the world. I have put up with so much. I have cleaned s**t, vomit and puke up both literally and figuratively. I have been accused of crazy s**t – none of which I deserved – only to never hear an apology for your booze-fuelled zeal. You have hit me repeated [sic]. Something you should Never have done. What a f**king man you are. And NONE of this would be possible without the booze and drugs. NONE.”
Wow. What do U think about this, Perezcious readers? Does this change how you feel about the case?
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