Britney Spears is getting candid about everything she has been through over the past few months.
In a since-deleted post on Instagram this week, the pop star opened up about the “interesting” year she has had while admitting to struggling with “emotional issues.” As you know, Britney was arrested back in March for driving under the influence and subsequently checked herself into rehab for three weeks. There, the Womanizer singer addressed her alleged substance abuse issues, which include struggles with alcohol and Adderall addiction.
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Earlier this month, she took a plea deal called a “wet reckless” — AKA a DUI charge reduced to reckless driving. She was placed on 12 months probation, ordered to pay a $571 fine, required to see a psychologist once a week and a psychiatrist twice a month, and more. It has been a difficult year for Brit so far, and she is now reflecting on it in a lengthy post. She wrote:
“This year has been quite interesting… I’ve never done so many arts and crafts and it’s sort of embarrassing ok so I might have went a bit coo coo in the nest when I honestly believed I could create my own stained glass … I got bits and pieces of broken glass, big pieces, small… all laid down on white sheets… to make it properly. I have a glass blowing machine which is extremely dangerous cuz it’s so hot in temperature it melts glass like you see in Catholic Churches or on round lamps unfortunately I wasn’t able to use that machine… maybe one day I will.”
Britney then confessed to struggling with “a lot of emotional issues”:
“I have a lot of emotional issues that come up in my kitchen… I have no idea why… I guess that’s usually where we as family all come together to celebrate, pray and cook and well for some reason I did my crafts there… and then I started painting I painted all night… when I was done I turned all the lights off and then turned on my upside down stain glass lamp… to my surprise it was by no means perfect but my heart and whole body became one with it and I melted with the soft pink and purple glow before me as if I fell in love…
The Crossroads actress continued:
“Ok I get its a f**king broken lamp with shattered glass pieces put together somehow to create light… but I found myself wanting to go to the kitchen after years of not wanting to…l was excited to go to the kitchen in the middle of the night to eat my cereal or snacks … something very demure to me and one of a kind… the light was so soft and not too bright it was the most peaceful feeling… it was in my kitchen for 3 months… I never moved it from when I first made it…”
Sadly, Britney shared that a housekeeper “accidentally” threw out her creation — but she’s “so used to people taking my things.” Oof.
We continue to send love to Britney! Let’s hope the rest of the year goes off without a hitch for her! What are your thoughts on the new post, Perezcious readers? Tell us (below).
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