Unreal. And so unbelievably tragic!
British trainwreck Kerry Katona, who has looked pretty together for the past month or so, has opened up about how bad her drug use actually was, and holy shiz!
We have to wonder why no one has taken her kids away!
Seriously!! WTF?? Not okay!!
She admits:
‘For the first time, I want to talk about everything – the drugs, my marriage break-up, everything. I feel shame, guilt, but also relief. I’m finally owning up to the person I’ve been these past few years. So much has been said about me and I don’t think I can move on until I’ve drawn a line under it all. I hated my life. I’d lie in bed for three days in a row doing cocaine with Mark. We did coke in our en suite and had a lock on the door. The kids knew if the bathroom door was locked they mustn’t come in. The children would be downstairs with a nanny and she knew not to let them up to our bedroom at those times. Our relationship was just about coke. Mostly we’d have three-day sessions and not eat. I’d play online bingo, look up shit stories about me to make me feel worse, and watch cartoons. Mark would be on his Xbox and we’d go in and out of the bathroom for lines. I’d take so much coke I’d have a fit, then I’d come round and do another line. I had to stop, I had to get out. If I carried on doing what I was doing, I’d be dead. I was a total mess. I was overweight… I felt like I wanted to tear my own skin off. One day I took a razor and slashed my foot until it bled. I knew then that I’d hit rock bottom and I had to change my life. I’m not an addict and I never have been. My problem is that I am so desperate to please, so desperate to make people love me, I’ll do anything. Cocaine was the way I could make everyone happy.’
No, no, honey, if you’re doing that much coke – it means you’re an ADDICT.
We sincerely hope that she’s being honest and has really cleaned up her act, because NO child should have to live with parents that awful! And can you imagine what that poor nanny had to put up with??
Girl, you’ve been given a second chance – don’t eff it up!
[Image via WENN.]
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