“Nicole Kidman: I lost Tom’s baby when I was 23”
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Nicole Kidman: I lost Tom’s baby when I was 23
Nicole Kidman has revealed how she lost a baby early in her marriage to Tom Cruise.
The miscarriage, which she has never spoken about before, happened when she was 23.
But she was so desperate for a child that she and Cruise decided to adopt less than two years later.
Kidman makes the revelation in an interview with Vanity Fair magazine, in which she also admits she has wanted a child of her own since she was 17.
Revealing: Nicole Kidman (photographed exclusively for Vanity Fair by Patrick Demarchelier) in the October issue of Vanity Fair, out on Friday, in which says she yearns to have a baby
Now 40 and married to country music star Keith Urban, she adds: ├óΓé¼┼ôI’m yearning to have one. I think I would be very sad if I wasn’t able to have a baby. Keith knows I want one, and he has been getting there slowly.├óΓé¼┬¥
Kidman has previously revealed that she discovered she was pregnant by Cruise after he filed for divorce in 2001 – but miscarried weeks later.
The couple had been plagued with rumours about their love life and possible reasons why they had not conceived. They adopted daughter Bella, now 14, and Connor, 12.
Kidman says: ├óΓé¼┼ôFrom the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that’s when it came that we would adopt Bella.
“There’s a complicated background to that, given that I never speak much about many things. One day maybe that story will be told.├óΓé¼┬¥
She adds: ├óΓé¼┼ôMy mother has an adopted sister, so it’s been part of our family, and I knew it would probably play out somewhere in mine. I didn’t think it would happen so early, but it did.├óΓé¼┬¥
The star also reveals she became engaged to someone else between the split from Cruise and meeting Urban – fuelling speculation that the man may have been U.S. tycoon Steve Bing or pop star Lenny Kravitz, both of whom she dated.
She says: ├óΓé¼┼ôI got engaged to somebody ├óΓé¼┬ª but it just wasn’t right. I wasn’t ready. We weren’t ready.├óΓé¼┬¥
She admits she was “lonely” when she met Urban and tells of being alone after winning her best actress Oscar for The Hours.
├óΓé¼┼ôYou’re in a hotel and you’re like, ‘Okay, well, I’m sitting in this big suite with an Oscar and I still don’t have a life – what is wrong with me? Who do I jump on the bed with, and celebrate with, and order pancakes with?’ That was painful, not having that person to share it with.├óΓé¼┬¥
Of Urban, 39, she adds: “I would probably say that two very lonely people managed to meet at a time when they could open themselves to each other. We were a mixture of frightened and brave.”
Kidman insists they have come through the trauma of Urban’s alcohol and drugs addiction. He entered rehab four months after their wedding last year.
She says: “We were in a very, very, very bad, painful place and have managed to step through it.”
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