We're so glad she's now doing well!
As we reported in March, Holly Madison penned a tell-all memoir called Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny where she details her nightmarish life at the Playboy Mansion.
Well, we are now hearing details of how tragic her stay truly was!
While many assume the now 35-year-old lived a glamorous life, the Oregon native depicts the mansion as a place of drama, backstabbing, and despair.
"Everyone thinks that the infamous metal gate was meant to keep people out. But I grew to feel it was meant to lock me in."
Her depression began spiraling out of control when she began developing self-esteem and body issues that made her get a nose job.
However, even with cosmetic surgery, her sadness fully consumed her.
In 2002, the blonde beauty recalls lying a bathtub and seriously thought about ending her life.